Just another sad story...

You can see the metal glint in the sun,

What have I�done?

The pain thats so bitter sweet,

All done in one selfish sweep...

I watch as it spills to the floor,

Better close the door...

To think this was all done in vain,

Just to feel a little bit of pain...

Everything just seems so blue,

What have I gotten myself into?

Just give me one more cold kiss,

And allow me one more second of bliss...

Can you feel the rain,

Slowly washing away yuou're pain?

And with every breath you take,

Does your heart begin to ache?

With the realization thats he's gone,

Just like that snow white swan...

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Could you hear the battle cry,

As I�wished you good-bye?

I�didnt want you to leave,

'O how I�was naive...

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So now Im left all alone,

Staring at�your gravestone...

�I never�ment to start a war,

Never knew what I was fighting for...

You left me to be with her,

But�revenge is sweeter than you ever were...

Home,

I cant stand that place...

�Home,

I'd rather not show my face...

He screams at me,

I�swear he's crazy...

I run for the door,

Cant take much more...

He takes a swing,

Trying to stop my leaving,

�But in the end theres no where to go,

I�probably should have left a while ago...

I never knew what I�did wrong,

So I held on and stayed strong...

Hopping things would get better,

Except the bruises grew darker...

The punishments grew harsher,

Everything crashed into one big blur...

So I�left without looking back,

No longer worrying about another attack...

Do you remeber me,

The little girl who watched the sea?

Always left in the dark,

After the day we fell apart...

Do you remember me,

When you whatch her spin round & round?

Like I�did once on the playground...

Reaching up for the sky

Wishing I�could fly...

Do you remember me,

When you lay down in the grass?

And all the time that passed...

Do you remember me,

When your holding her tight?

Whispering everything will be alright...

And those rainy days,

When we lost our selves in each others gaze...

Do you remeber me?

I�cant seem to reach the top,

So now I'll just fall back and let myself drop...

Sometimes I�wonder why I feel this way,

When everything appears black and grey...

I�fall apart like shattered glass,

As I�lay down in the cold wet grass...

Not allowing myself to cry,

Only wishing I�had�said goodbye..

Sometimes I�wish you knew,

That all I ever wanted was you...

I�never could�help but seek you out,

Wondering what you where all about...

Always lost deep in your eyes,

�Seeing you behinde the disquise...

�I�would run a thousand miles,

�Just to see you smile...

Wishing you would just hold me tight,

And tell me everything will be alright...

Knowing all to well this will never be,

As I�watch you dissapear into the sea...

Leaving me behind,

With no hopes of ever being mine...

I�caught sight of you from a distiance,

Suddenly realizing the pain from your absence..

Sometimes I�think I�hear you whisper,

As the knifes edge�cuts deeper...

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�Missing�the taste of your lips,

I�cant help but reminisce...

�As I watched�everything we had fade,

Dissapearing into the masquerade...

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You cant see the pain behind the mask,

As she takes another sip from that piousness flask...

All she wants to do is cry,

But the time has come to say goodbye...

As she runs in her sodden night gown,

Waiting for the pain to die down...

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She stood alone underneath those frothy willows,

As she watched him dissapear into the shadows...

Some people say she died of a swollen heart,

As they watched her fall apart...

-Sportygirl15

I've fallen into my own personal prison

Drowning in that midnight ocean

Locked away deep inside

Waiting for the pain to subside

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����������������������������������������������������������� And then maybe�I�wont feel�so blue

�����������������������������������������������������������Only if I could find the right path

���������������������������������������������������������� And escape your wretched wrath

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I�never ment to let you down

When I�took my last breath at sundown

You'll regret it once Im gone

Dissapearing like that� mysterious fawn

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������������������������������������������������You dont know what its like to be forgotten

�����������������������������������������������������������You dont know what its like to be hated

����������������������������������������������������You dont know what it feels like to be�numb

Because you dont know....

Im going to walk away,

No longer listing to what you say...

You hurt me deep down inside

when you left me by the roadside...

All your memories forgotten,

Pushed far away to�that distant beacon...

So now I go,

Leaving nothing behinde but sorrow...

-Sportygirl15

The glass has shattered,

My soul now battered...

Theres no way out,

Dark figures lurk about...

All I�hear are their screams...

Knowing all to well there ment for me...

The sun has disappeard,

No longer able to hides its fear...

I dont know what went wrong,

And yet I�did all along...

You took away my dreams,

Ending my voyage to recovery...

I�want to paint my face and pretend Im someone else. Sometimes I�get so fed up, that I dont even want to look at my self. The people with problems their always so mad, I�dont want them to think that Im always complaining all the time. And i hate the way you look at me I have to say, I�wish I couls start over...Oh, yeah Im slowly falling apart. I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a step, and you might think its easy being me. Yeah just stand still, look pretty.� Sometimes I�find myself shaking in the middle of the night. And then it hits me, and I cant even believe that this is my life....� The people with problems their always so mad, I�dont want them to think that Im always complaining all the time. And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouth. Im not storng enough to deal with it.� Oh, yeah Im slowly falling apart. I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a step, and you might think its easy being me. Yeah just stand still, look pretty. Oh, yeah Im slowly falling apart. I wish you could take a walk in my shoes for a step, and you might think its easy being me. Yeah just stand still, look pretty.

�I love that song! its called: Stand still, look pretty. By: The Wreckers.

I dont really have much to write about at the moment maybe later...

Sportygirl15

This poem is for Austins new girlfriend and Edwards cousin...who ever she is...lol

I take it your a ho,

Whith a giant ego!

You took him away,

Its like watching a horrible screenplay..

Just hearing you makes me want to hurl,

Your most likely an ugly salesgirl...

Someday you'll get caught in your own game,

Cant wait to see the day your put to shame...

He'll just use you,

Then turn around and say we're through..

All he wants is sex,

I'll laugh when you end up convex...

Its only a matter of time,

Before he tosses you like a dime...

�CONVEX: �having a surface that is curved or rounded outward. Its technically a math term but if you think about it a pregnate women is convex.

Part of this poem relates to a friend of a friends cousin. She was hitting on her own COUSIN! EWWWW!!!!

And part of this poem relates to my ex and his "new gf" whatever the chicks most likely a guy dressed up as a chick and............... I�wont say anymore on that topic its mean, not to mention inappropriate! lol

well tootles for now BYE

Im going to run for a while,

Maybe I'll even smile?

I'll comeback someday,

Quietly standing by the oceans sweet bay...

The air tinged with sadness,

Some could say Im heartless...

Rememering that� kiss,

I cant help but reminisce...

I�dont think I'll ever stop missing him.......

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I wish I could run, back to him. Tell him I miss him, his touch, the way he smiled, those eyes....

For those of you who know me in person, Im not writing about who you think Im writing about... Puccy15 you know, all you have to do is remeber my past, the things I've told you.

I lied to you all. I said I was over him, that I no longer thought of him late at night. Yet here I am, its 12:00 AM saturday morning. I saw him last night, in my dream. I can still feel the wasy his skin felt next to mine (and no not like that!!!! ) His hot breath on the back of my neck. I�miss him...

He's all I thought about today, that dream...

I�wish I could tell him that I�miss him... I�wish that I�had told him the truth.... I�wish that he never had to leave... I�wish that I�could look into his eyes and know everything will be alright...

Do you think he thinks of me? Do you think he remebers all those days we spent together? I�guess you could say I loved him, Its been 4 years now, and Im still not over him. I�wonder if he misses me...

Sportygirl15

Run for your life,

Or I'll take you down with my butter "knife"

I'll set you on fire,

Because your a liar!

I wont listen to what you have to say,

Maybe I'll just curse you till doomsday?

Im through with you,

Along with�all of your issues...

Thank-god our relationship is over,

You were such a manwhore!

Sportygirl15

Ok so today being April fools and alll I decided to pull what I thought was an innocent prank what I�did...

1. I gathered ALOT of toilet paper about� twenty feet long or so.
2. I�saw Polline out� in the hall way comeing out of Mrs. Giffs room.
3. I�asked for a good amount of recycled paper
4. I�went and opened my friend locker (Puccy15 that is)
5. I wrapped the toilet paper round and round like a christmas tree.
6. And then I�added the decorations... paper balls

Yes its a simple task. but I would'nt recomened it. Seeing as to how Puccy15 is currently pissed because of it. I�mean, it was just a harmless prank!!!!!

And then tonight.... MUHAHAHA my lil anoying sis that I so ruely "love?????" is going to pee her pants when Im through with her!!!

MUHAHAHA, this should be interesting

Time will pass by,

With every breath we slowly die...

Withering away like that forgotten rose,

As�we slip into comatose...

We're a ticking grenade,

And�everyday we fade...

Left alone in the night,

Seeing everything in black and white...

I'll wait for you�by the oceans sweet bay,

As I look for you through the misty sea spray...

Sportygirl15

Two little princesses dancing in the room,

Spinning fast and freely on their little toes...

Where the light will take you...

You may never�know,

Two little princesses dancing in the room...

Sportygirl15

He asked me out, I said yes.

I guess it has'nt hit me yet. Puccy15 would no... with things like this I tend to react well SLOWLY! �tehehehe.

Meh! im bored right now... like really bored. I've ran out of ideas for poems.... So anyone got any ideas? Cause I could use some inspiration. Did I spell that wrong? "inspiration"� What to write about.....?

Well if you have any ideas let me know, k? lol. Grrr!�my sister Kristin is getting on my very last nerve!.

Justice help me! I�think I might finally crack for real �which would not be a good thing for anyone who may know me... JK!!! I've been loosing my sanity for awhile now... Kinda sad really. Im listing to Buckcherry thier one song called "Sorry" I love that song....

Dont you just like totally love my blue paragraphs? Thier B-E-A-U-TIFULL!!!! ahahha�And yes to anyone who may be reading this, I am a 'lil bit slapp happy

OMFG!!!!!! Britiney spears is on the radio!! her newest song: If U Seek Amy... I�totally �that song! its like amazing. I know what your thinking �You more or less like.. "Holly cow! this chick is a freaking spaze!!!!" Its ok, I was already aware of that...

"love me hate me, say what you want about me, All of the boy and all of the girls are beging to, if you seek amy...."���������� Hmmmm, I�love that song, tehehe, well I've run out of things to write about so yeah...

****Dont forget to give me ideas for a new poem or to, ok? cause I need some inspiration!!! lol, thank-you*

She stole a piece of me!

I now pronounce her the enemy...

This is no game!

Maybe I'll put you to shame...

She stole my poem!

Cant help but feel numb....

Anger ticking like a deadly grenade!

Left feeling betrayed....

She stole a piece of me!

I now pronounce her the enemy....

I�wont call this person out directly. Thats childs play. But I wil say this, You hurt me! Alot. You have now idea how much it hurts, when you see someone else coping your work, and calling it theirs. What I write, comes from deep within, what Im feeling at the moment!�(hence my poem above) Please, please don't do it again. I dont mind if you quote off of me, Just say in your blog that it was written by ME! please dont do it again. I cant even began to explain how much it hurts, to know that someone copeyed off of me, and called it theirs...