For a little while I felt myself being pulled away from pain and into something similar to happiness. But, only for a little while. I'm back in the rut called life again and it sucks. All I feel like doing is sleeping and crying. But, I can't sleep and I feel weak when I cry. One time when I was upset about something, someone I was close to made a joke about me crying and it really hurt. Now everytime I cry I think about what they said and how much it hurt.
I hate my life.
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