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Jan 2011
11:08 PM

Guilty Conscience

Okay at work day before yesterday I had to tutor one eight grader and and seventh and they had a ninth grader in there too. which they talked on and off they wouldn't really listen to me when I said stop or low it down and then. I got in a conversation with them I got them to do some work too. So at recap I told my director one was distracting(9th grader) and the others got distracted and they all talked on and off but it wasn't a problem. She told me that if I ever had problems with the ninth grader let her know because she's only there to help. So she talked to the girl when and made it out to her that I had a problem with her. The girl gave me dirty looks all day and told the rest of them. Then I heard the conv. with her and my director. I wish I hadn't said nothing because it was taken to another degree and now i went from being cool to being an enemy. I didn't have it in for her i was talking with them...but I gues i just should of said the day was okay...but i told her the truth though I just don't like that the girl doesn't like me now. It's been eating at my conscience to let her know that wasn't my intent. To let her know I don't have it in for her and she can trust me but I really don't see that happening....What should I do? I've been thinking to go tell her my story but I just started there why would she believe me...Then I also thought back to the way she disrespected the director and thought maybe this is a good thing....but I still feel bad because i don't want anyone to have a bad impression of me..I want to tell her I'm so sorry but I didn't really do it. -A Guilty Conscience

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