Janira's Journal

Jan 2011
8:23 PM

The first part of the day SUCKED and the second part was FUN and the third part weid

So I had to sleep with my grandmother last night because she didn't want to sleep by her self. I had trouble sleeping though and when I finally started sleeping she asked me if I was sleeping. Then around 12am at night we got a call on the phone and it was my uncle asking to get picked up from the general hospital. So i couldn't sleep awhile, so I finally got to sleep then my alarm went off and she said what's that so I turned it off and layed down trying to be quiet so she didn't get disturbed and i feel back to sleep and woke up again at 7:30AM. I was supposed to wake up at six so i could do homework but it was too late so i tried to just stay till 10 and finish. so i was trying to bring my stuff to the living room because it was cold but i step in the kitchen and saw my uncle sleeping on the kitchen floor. I rung the house told my gram and he woke up. she went confront him he said i'll get it when i get up i just need to take it nice and easy. I was about to walk in he was back asleep again. so i walked around him. gram had me call the sheriff phone run and he tried toset up but waas falling alseep still. so my mom came back and and said she got the judge to sign a paper and instead of what happen last l night they were gonna take him straight to the va and after school they had him in the ambulance ready to go. I read his paper from the hospital b4 and he has kidney diseas and animea .so i went to my last three classes. so I walked in my third class everyone stopped clowin and just stared at me. I don't think anyone in the class really likes me except two people they give me nasty looks and talk about me while i'm in the room. So went to foutrh hour and some of them were in the class too girls got on one side boys other and we discussed what men want and what women want and before it was done. the teacher asked whats the top four things for women. they said an were about to make the last choice love (physical) I said why not honest you can have love with our honesty and they just looked at me stupid.... then one girl who was looking at the teacher nodded. I mean it sucks and is depressing the whole class hates me the girls are stuck up and full of them self and they take out stuff on me I mean I hate it!!!! Because of it i tend to close up towards other people when they do something near similar as them it just messes up everything. so i felt bad after that and it was my fault i don't even talk to them. So I didn't really talk to anyone in my last class either which is 5th period. I just feel as though I can't really trust anyone. so then back at home before work i at and stayed away from my gram she's just so not right mentally and right now my only out the house time is school(which sucks because of immature kids )and work which I love. Work was fun I could reach mom on the phone so i got a ride from my boos who had to drop another kid home I felt bad my mom didn't like it. so i felt weird and awkward and yeah...that was my day oh and gram doesn't really want us to go espically my mom to really go anywhere.... so here's my life for today total suckage but in the end kinda ok

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