I love my little google journal so much.� I miss Yahoo but igoogle is just so cool.� I did post a bit on the love thread at Yahoo today.� No one will read it....but it made me feel good just to be able to post my feelings.� I took a look at t&p and things were pretty much the same.� I am sure I will never post there again.� Being sick broke the addiction.� Finally.
It has been a very long time recovering from being sick and not even realizing how sick I was.� My last two surgeries were very successful and I visit the� doctor today after not having seen him in two weeks.� I missed my appointment yesterday...I don't know why but I thought it was Thursday. In fact I had it entered on my calendar for the 4th, but I was wrong.� But when they called me to re-schedule they were so nice.� It's really a great thing when you have a doctor you really like and really trust and even look forward to seeing.� Everyone in his office is so pleasant.� I know he will be pleased with my progress. �
It has been good to be able to do things again.� I am beginning to feel 'normal' again...whatever that is.� I am sure I have never been really 'normal'. LOL� I have begun to use my computer again.� It's strange how you can miss something so terribly and then after a little while you just kind of forget about it.� I suppose I got back into my 'real world' again.� I am sad about losing my online friends.� But I suppose I really lost them long ago.� I am so grateful that I have Robert and he truly is wonderful to me.� All the things we have been through these last six years (almost) have been worth it.� I can't imagine ever being without him again.� I know now that he truly does love me.� I can hardly wait to see him tonight.� He just brings so much joy into my life with just the simple things.� There is so much that we enjoy together that no one else can understand. We are both nature lovers.� We are both spiritualists and view faith and religion in the same way.� Both of us see God as the whole (all that there is) and, as such, each one of us is a part of God.� Every star, every planet, the sun and the moon, the wind and the rain.....each tree and flower....all creatures....they are all a part of God.� He believes this just as strongly as I do and it gives me such comfort to have someone I can share my spirituality with and who understands how I feel and who feels the same.
More later...time to run some errands now.
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