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Dec 2006
10:06 PM CST
   

what is love for ME love is when you wake up and think of that person FIRST and then your day...when you feel like you have to call them just to tell them i love you and even if they don't say it back you feel better just knowing that they know When you love somebody so much it hurts when you just cant get that person out of your head and when its over. . you wish them the best because U know what you had and if it is never overYou know it was TRUE LOVE and no matter how much U try to quit thinking about that person you can'twhen that person says they love you and U feel like you are floating and nothing can bring you down and if something does all you have to do is think of that person and you will be the HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD when no one else's opinion matters about that person because YOU KNOW U LOVE HIM and as much as you want people to approve. . . U really don't care when you hope it will last forever this is dedicated to someone who used to be a good person that i loved very much . . .but he changed for the worse. .. now i hope he gets on with his life just fine without me being ANY part in it comment me ♥Paige
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18
Dec 2006
1:44 PM CST
   

There is a lyric to a song that goes "have you ever been alone in a crowded room?" and it made me think. . . hmMmMm HAVE i ever been alone in a crowded room. . .hmmm HAVE i? yes i have. plenty of times. because no matter how much u fake a smile or a laugh the real you will show through all of that. i remember trying to fake who i was just for people to like me and so i could fit into the "normal" when really is there such a thing as normal. . ? people are pretending to be normal but what is normal to one person maybe be terribly strange to another right? then if not everyone agrees on what is normal tecnically there is NO normal what-so-ever. . . correct? there is also another lyric that says "nothing tastes as sw33t as what i cant have" that is also something i find to be terribly true i mean if we can have it then why want it because u already know u can get it correct? yeah thats what i thought so we want things we cant get because they are more appealing to us like we have a challenge to get them yeah but n e wayz thats my lil dr.phil moment of the day Until next time,
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17
Dec 2006
8:51 PM CST
   

l♥i♥f♥3 what is it about life that can just make u want to kill a person?I mean one minute it is perfect while the next it is just so0o0o horrible? The truth of the matter that i have found is that life really is like a box of chocolotes yes i know what u r thinking but im not saying it to be funny im 100% serious its like u dont know what half of anything is until u try it and sometimes you dont like what you tried but who really knows whats gonna happen unless you try it and even tho sumtimes u wish u didnt try it in the end you will be happy you did or you wont end up where you are supposed to be and if that is in prison then what the heck am i doing typing all of this? what the heck does what anything of which we learned matter? Why do we get so0o0o dressed up to go to school? we only go to school to learn not dress up ed right? well i think thats all i have to say about life other than it bites the big one ♥Paige
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    About Me: About M3! Where do I start? I am a very gullable person I think that coffee is love I laugh loud without a reason. . . I fall in love WAY too easy. . . I have Had my heart broken and fixed by the SAME GUY You shouldn't hat3 m3 cuz my F♥R♥I♥E♥N♥D♥S are the Best I Believe the labeling people is wrong People are who they are. . . so you might as well just deal with it I love M33TING New People I have an Aw3s0m3 boyfriend named Max I have HUGE plans for the future. . . but for now. . . thats just me

    Interests: I ♥ all kinds of sports but things i love are: ♥colorguard ♥music ♥playin my flute ♥MUh Besties(((You Know Who You Are))) ♥Jesus ♥Hot C0C0 ♥Trying on clothes i Know i cant afford ♥Writing ♥Starbucks ♥Animals Yeah i know try to take it all in

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    Favorite Movies: I ♥ cars lol i know i know : ) SCARY MOVIES R DA BOMB! if it makes me laugh, cry, scream, or show emotion i ♥ it -lol-

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