Finding something you never ever thought you could have, and only dreampt the most surreal dreams about comes true. Its unimaginable, its so drastic and a big deal but when you find it and once again loose it, and just can't seem to let go that when you start to loose hope. Everything everyone ever wants, is what you can not have no matter how much you want it or how much you try. You can sacrific but to know it wasn't suppose to happen doesn't that make you wonder that you weren't suppose to go through this. Things come and go, and the things that really matter go too. No matter how much you want it, or how hard you hold on, everything just comes and goes. It makes you think what life is really about, is it about happiness or once that comes is that just going to get taken away too? The only thing that seems to like to stick around is misary accompanied by pain and hurt. They make a great trio, no matter how much you just want them to go, they stick together and are the most difficult things to push back out when they arrive. Pain, Hurt, and Misary are three of lifes worst qualities, and yet your stuck with them for your whole life, no matter how much you hate them some things just never change and never will. Lifes a bitch, try not to help pass on the trio to anyone else, no matter how bad it is, no one deserves it no matter what.