men in my life,what a disaster my downfall for being the fixer of losers.
losers who love me and saidthey would be there for me, yeahall they wanted wasa sweet piece of ass, not to be with someone who would give and gave al that she had..
gave up her life, her emotions and all this was hers.. no more to gain but the end was inevitable... loser sweet loser you wereneverthe best... now showering with my lover is hard to do because sadly it reminds me ofyou.. reminds me of lies that churn in my mind.. all of lifes wonderful things ruined by your lust.
so now what do we do? we sit and wait.. we sit and stare into the empty space.. hoping, wishing.. and praying for the best.. hoping that what I lost will be once again mine.. the freedom to be passionate, give my love without constraint... love with no boundaries I hope i find it soon.. it's my life and I have no love for you.