Have you ever wondered how someone can give life to someone and never think twice about what will become of that child? never call to say "I love you" or even to say Hi, you are going to regret all the things that will haunt your dreams of being a loser.. a deadbeat dad..
I guess that's because you have no shame. no morals, no dignity..... what a shame to waste so much good air on sch a piece$&^* well I guess I should thank you for giving me the one thing inlife that truely makes me happy... my daughter... your sperm is greatly appreciated.. I guess
Have you ever wondered what the future will hold? whenyour daughter tells you she hates youand i bet you won't know why... oh my god.. dumb ass get a clue... no better yet grow some balls ... your gonna need emwhere you'll end up.
Sumter living is not so great what do people get out of living in a hell hole where people are allways up your ass about some really unimportant crap. spreading really damming rumours that are way to mean to be real.. but sometimes you never know ... cause this is a jacked up world.. with jacked up people who have jacked up atttitudes.
If i was originally from this place I would probably be a lot worse off... Love you sumter people but some of this is just unnatural. I miss big city bright light.. that is kinda weird because i grew on an island that is 37sqaure miles, which is like half of Sumter County... but damn.... please get me out of here beforeI become one of them... start talking crazy shit that I don't know about,( judging others based on my ignorance...The biggest problem around here)
Hey people don't open your mouth to say stuff that you can't even understand like other peoples religion... judging others because they have a different faith than you is very ignorant.. it is racism it is against my freedom of expression and religion for some douchebage to tell me my religion is wrong.. no bitch, your wrong,afew months ago you drank and smoked like it was going out of style ... now you are a child of god and we are all going to hell because we do not wish to become a proffesional hippocrite ... guess i'm going to hell then............. see ya there fuckers.. i'll be the one holding the book of names helping the devil decide if you are worthy of hell's wrath.
Judgementwill not be passed on me based onyour perceptions of me, it's what i have done and shown on my own recognance. so pleasekeep talking shit behind my back... you are building me up morethan tearing me down... thanks for the encouragement ... negativity gives me the strength to be me and carry on doingwhat makes you crazy..
oh my god i'm so excited she's getting married to a deadbeat baby daddy.. wow isn't it great to know that your man is a piece of crap, who is over $1500 behind on child support.. does it make you happy to know that your wearing my baby girls child support on your finger? thats so sweet.. stupid bitch.
Your man is the bottom of the crop
men in my life,what a disaster my downfall for being the fixer of losers.
losers who love me and saidthey would be there for me, yeahall they wanted wasa sweet piece of ass, not to be with someone who would give and gave al that she had..
gave up her life, her emotions and all this was hers.. no more to gain but the end was inevitable... loser sweet loser you wereneverthe best... now showering with my lover is hard to do because sadly it reminds me ofyou.. reminds me of lies that churn in my mind.. all of lifes wonderful things ruined by your lust.
so now what do we do? we sit and wait.. we sit and stare into the empty space.. hoping, wishing.. and praying for the best.. hoping that what I lost will be once again mine.. the freedom to be passionate, give my love without constraint... love with no boundaries I hope i find it soon.. it's my life and I have no love for you.
Today I listened to some metallica and Korn, damn i forgot how much I like those groups.. I am angry i'm not exactly sure why... I guess i kinda do.. but then again.
I want control of my life and i feel as though i have none.. nothing everything I have ever worked for and earned has been taken in an instance by an asshole who never gave a fuck about me.. lost everything.. my youth.. my future and the material things too.
Trying to regaing my composure is not the easiest thing to do ... i'm fallin away from me and i have no idea what to do..
So today my baby daddy's new baby momma asked to be added as amy friend on myspace... yeah I know, what the fuck?... after much deliberation I accepted to see what the hell she wants .... besides to see what I am blogging about her and her man not paying me my child support and reminding them that they are $1500 +++ behind as it is.
i had to find a new blog spot to set myself free...
that bitch has never spoken to me now she wants to be my friend, bitch please.. that bitch is gona go fuck somebody else like he has done with all the rest. step to me and you will get dealt with...
Stupid bitch... i don't like you....
Oh .. that felt good .. Thanks for listening ..
Silly rabbit tricks are for kids!
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