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24
Oct 2010
5:02 PM EDT
   

I Found Me in the Middle of Everyone Else

Running to a dry fountain was not helping the fact I was thirsty. My thinking was wrong and I had no idea how to make it right. I also had no idea who would be around to help me. Thoughts of hopelessness and helplessness were playing in my head�like a broken record (replaying over and over again and again). I also had no idea who would be around to help me. I needed help but didn't know where to find it. All this thinking was consuming me. It was literally taking over my life.

I was in college and built a road to success. Within a month that bridge was torn down with a big mess. I know I was doing the right thing. I just don't know why I was putting so much pressure on myself. My doctor told me that I over analyze things. My family told me the same thing. But in all honesty, I was confused about everything happening around me. Talking to my doctor was the best route to take because that was where I found help. I learned how to take care of myself first. I learned that in order to love and care for anyone else I have to love and care for myself. Also, I learned that a happy life comes with the balance of work, leisure and sleep.
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  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
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