a day in the life of a busy mind

Aug 2014
12:21 PM

At the dmv right now need to pick my daughter at the airport by eleven thirty at the sj airport

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Jul 2014
9:51 AM

Chuck came and picked me up. Moved all my shit out of Mike's. Mike gave me a hundred bucks, have Becky twenty and Chuck twenty for gas.

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Feb 2012
1:49 AM PDT

Bobby is a very good friend to Mike and I as far as being there whenever we need help either financially or with a ride or pretty much whatever. I appreciate all the support and help he has given us but the thing I hate is the fact that Mike tells me that its Bobby he doesnt trust not me and its because of the history they have had with each others girlfriends or whatever. Here's the thing. You ask anyone of my guy friends whether I am the kind of person who cheats they will tell you that they have all tried and my famous words are, "no" "dont" shut up" "stop" and "get away" not only that but I cringe at the thought of a guy trying to make a move because I just don't feel comfortable with anyone but mike. I have zero desire to fuck around with anyone other than mike whether im mad at him or not whether I think hes done it to me. It isnt because i dont want to get caught but its because i want to be about what i talk about what i preach to other people. What i say is what i mean. What is good for the goose is good for the gander. I am truley honest and sincere when i tell mike he could tell me anything and even if it was the most fucked up and disloyal thing he could do to me, I could honestly get over it and forgive him 100% and still trust him at that. I am a realist and i know that we cant change the past. if something has already happened there is nothing absolutely nothing i can do about it and so if mike did do something like cheat on me well then what can i do about it. that's right, nothing. but what i can do is get over it and to be able to do that well i need to first be aware of it. So with that have been said, what do i do about the fact that bobby is always making comments and trying to get me to cheat on mike and not only do i feel really uncomfortable but it is also so dissapointing and depressing in a way because i am stuck in a situation where if i tell mike then i know he will never want me to talk to bobby or be around him ever again HOWEVER he on the other hand will continue being friends with him and it leaves me with another area in mikes life that i dont belong with or have a place. I just got a text from bobby that said "movie?" i replied and told him that i have fun kickin it but i feel uncomfortable when he says stuff about fucking even when he is kidding because i am not going to do mike like that because i really am a loyal to the bone girlfriend and being anything other than that makes me feel like shit about myself.�

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Dec 2011
2:08 PM

Got my financial aid finally, but it was only some of it and i got 1350.00 to start and i am already down to 600 cuz i spent 300 with Ben, got mike a carton of cigs and the dog some food, i ordered 3 pairs of contacts and its only noon!

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Jun 2011
3:34 AM MST

Most important thing I can do to improve my life this year

Take care of traffic tickets so I can get my license. I have been putting off these tickets for a couple of years and although it will cost me about a grand to get my license back its something that just needs to be done.

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Jun 2011
3:33 AM MST

Biggest time waster

Playing slot machine games on facebook! I will try and limit myself to an hour a day starting NOW!I have a timer and I will put it to use starting right now.

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May 2011
11:25 AM CDT

I'm doin it right now, going back to school to get my degree and I'm doing so good, got a 98% as of today and only 1 week left of this class

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Gender / Age: Female, 48

Location: USA - California