My Book Of Life

Feb 2010
10:16 PM EDT

Love? The one thing everyone in the world desires. People love with all they got. People don't love enough.

Long distnace love? How does it really work? I mean I personally think that if one loves from a distance the relationship has to be strong, they have to be truly in love, right? Sometime's it'll get to you. Not being able to see your loved one, you want them to show their love toward you. Love? It's quite a wonder isnt it?

So, my boyfriend and I been doing pretty good. Umm fighting constantly we cant last mad at each other. We been together for 4 months 2 weeks and 5 days :). 9.23.09♥. I have a good feeling about him though. I never in my life loved someone so much. It scares me to love him with all I got, but love is about taking risks. The way he is towards me is like beyond no other. He treats me perfectly, hes sweet, charming, funny, and i love him. He always fights for me, he quit his old life just for me. And doesnt that mean something.

Ok so well he is a typical messed up teen. He did drugs, smoked, and drank. He knows I hate it when people do all of those things and he quit just for me. He hasn't smoked or drank since. And he also talked to alot of girls. I mean ALOT. And now he tlks to very few. He puts me first for everything. He's like my best friend. He talks to me about his problems I talk to him about mine. He was with me during my moms death and i appreciated every moment he tried his best to cheer me up.

My mother didnt meet him, but I wish she did. He always encourages me toward sucess as Do I. My whole life has changed soo much. I dont want to sound like those sprung girls, which I'm not. I love him dearly. He means alot to me. Theres something about him that makes me not give him my all? Maybe the feeling that I get. I think he might end up hurting me. There are days when we talk but quite few. and those are the days when our love goes down. It doesnt feel the same. But he begs me to get it all back, and then 10 mins laters we are happy as we were.

Is this really real? I mean, I'm just a little teen. I know I'm still young and I know that I have many more things to go through in order to find my true love. But I have a great feeling about him. I dont want to promise him forever because I'm not quite sure If i can. I mean no couple can ever promise each other forever. But I can promise him a very long time. I want a good future with him. Let's see what happens<333

what do you guys think? Is he good for me?

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