Ah. >.< I cnt do this twice.. like seriously why does he make me so happy. No I cnt like him i seriously cant. I mean he's my ex's friend and its slutish of me to go around making his friends fall in love with� me.. ahh i wish he wuld just stop telling me he loves me but then idnt want him to stop. He makes me so happy & I need someone to make me feel loved & special.. I just feel so lonley and i need someone to love me.. and i think thats why i keep talking to sam.. Hes such an amazing guy & like ahh i just dnt know.. last time we tlked on the phone for like 4 or 5 hours. N theres just something about him.. <3 but waiit noo..! I'm not gonna like him..! I promise i wont..?? Ok?�
but theres a part of me that wants to give him a chance n then another part thats like whata hell..! u cnt date ur ex's friend.. its wrong..!! but ehh.. im not gonna fall for someone like my ex again.. :/ its just too much pain.. ughh.. why cant i just find someone who is serious about a relationship and actually means promises and actually cares and loves me� and doesnt hurt me and ugh..
But besides all this guy things everythings never been better.. Im So happy and i love it :] ahh i g2g.. ttyl<3
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