Its funny to read an entry from so long ago and how much i've changed. I haven't wroten on this thing in such a long time and just reading what i wrote last year has� brought many memories back. My life's somewhat diffrent now. Im not the same person I was a year ago. So much has been going on in my life sometimes its hard to keep up. My lifes like a rollercoaster at times, i have my ups and downs and theres moments when things go by so fast i cant even react to it. I was reading about two or three entries bellow and it made me smile. having my first boyfriend and seeing how i reacted to it was so childish of me lol. I was still small and I am still but my minds maturing. I feel like im growing up day by day. Its a scary thing actually. I just graduated from middle school on the 17th and sitting in the middle of a whole of student graduats made me realize so much. Im going to miss middle school and all the drama. The drama not actually but its sad saying goodbye to something. Its one of the hardest things to do. Like my friend tiffany said, "Theres a line in front of me and I know when I pass it i wont be able to walk back. It's like people are pressuring me to step in front of the line they are pushing me." Ive met so many new people and in some ways every person changes my life. I'm learning from my mistakes day by day and I'm becoming a strong and independent woman. And years from now I will read this entry and say what i think at that time. My mind is developing diffrent thoughts and the way i think is changing. Im changing and i know i will be a diffrent person years from now. I cant wait to see what life has for me next and im actually scared but then excited. Im happy with the person I am now and I wouldn't want to be any one else and i cant be because i was given one life and Im goin to make something out of it. Just gotta keep living my life with my head held up high and Im going to follow my dreams and become great. Thats A Promise.
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