My Book Of Life

 
    
24
Jun 2007
9:43 AM EDT
   

i saw him again yesterday well only once cause i was so mad cause veri and yeison found out i liked him and esme and aya told them that i liked him. i want to freeze time for once and tell him i love him wen i close my eyes i rember how he looks but then i open my eyes and then his image is gone.I <3 HIM SO MUCH U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH. I WISH WE WERE THE ONLY HUMANS ON EARTH FOR A DAY. OHH U KNOW WEN I WAS PLAYIING MASH WITH SOME PEEPS IN MY CLASS I KEPT GETTING HIM AND I WAS SO HAPPY. I WONDER HOW HE FEELS TOWARD ME. I ENVY CECI BECAUSE YESTERDAY SHE GOT ON MYSPACE AND HER CRUSH SAID DO U WANT TO BE MY BABE CAKES AND SHE SAID YEA. I FEEL LIKE ITS WRONG TO WALK AWAY WEN I KNOW THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO SAY. I FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS BREAKING EVEN THOUGH THE MOMENTS GONE IM STILL HOLDING ON SOMEHOW. I WISH I COULD STOP THE WORLD. I THINK THIS IS TRUE LOVE BECAUSE WEN U REALLY LOVE SOMEONE U FEEL LIKE U CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM. U KNOW LOVE HURTS.I FEEL THAT LOVE IS WEN U CRY TEARS OVER HIM AND STILL WANT HIM.ITS WEN HE IGNORES U AND U STILL LOVE HIM. IS WEN HE LOVES ANOTHER GURL AND SMILE AND SAY IM HAPPY FOR U WEN ALL U REALLY DO IS CRY. I HOPE WHO EVER READS MY DIARY ENTRIES UNDERSTANDS CAUSE THERE IS MANY PEOPLE THAT FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DO. I WANT TO TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM BUT FOR ME SAYING I LOVE YOU IS LIKE SAYING MOM FOR THE FIRST TIME U KEEP ON TRYING AND TRYING UNTIL ONE DAY U SAY MORE THAN MOM U SAY DAD TOO
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