My Book Of Life

 
    
08
Jun 2007
11:03 AM EDT
   

RIGHT NOW I TURNED FROM A HAPPY PERSON WHO WAS STAYING AT HER HOMETOWN SOUTH GATE FROM A PERSON WHO IS MOVING TO A PLACE WITH TOTAL STRANGERS U KNOW THIS IS MY FIRST TIME MOVING WAT SHOULD MY EXPRESSION BE."IM SCARED" I WIH I COULD TELL MY MOM AND DAD HOW I FEEL BUT THEY WONT UNDERSTAND I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I NEVER BEEN OPENED UP WITH MY PARENTS I WISH THEY WERE LIKE IN TV WEN SOMETHING IS WRONG THEY WOULD COME AND TALK TO ME WHY DO I HAVE TO MOVE I DONT WANT TO MOVE I DONT WANT TO BE A NEW STUDENT I LOVE MY FRIENDS I DONT WANT TO LET THEM GO WEN I FINALLY MADE TRUE FRIENDS I WAS ALWAYS LONLEY WHY GOD I DONT WANT TO GO MY PARENTS DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL I WISH I COULD TELL THEM BUT ALL THAT MATTERS TO THEM IS TO FIND A BIGGER HOUSE BUT I DONT CARE IF I LIVE IN A SMALL HOUSE I SONT CRE AT LEAST I HAVE A ROO TO COVER ME AT NIGHT AND WHEN IT RAINS I WANT TO STAY HERE AND BE THE HAPPISET PERSON ON EARTH WITH MY BFFS BUT WAT CAN I SAY MY PARNTS DONT CARE ABOUT ME CAUSE IF THEY DID WE WOULDNT MOVE I KNOW MOVING IS FOR OUR OWN SAKE BUT WHY WE ARE HAPPY HERE IM HAPPY HERE WITH MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY SO WEN I MOVE IM GONNA HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAIN GOD WHY AM I CRYING OMG I WISH I CAN TELL MY MOM AND DAD IM SCARED:( BUT I CANT IN MOVIES ITS SO EASY FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE FRIENDS BUT I AINT IN A MOVIE THIS IS REAL LIFE IM GONNA MISS EVERYONE THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME IVE NEVER MET FRIENDS LIKE THEM I WISH I CAN JUST SMILE AND SAY EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK BUT I DONT KNOW ALL I KNOW 1 YEAR LATER TODAY IS GONNA BE GONE AND BE THE PAST IT WILL BE MY PAST AND MY BFFS ARE GONNA BE MY PAST SO ILL PRAY TO GOD THAT THESE LAST DAYS OF SCHOOL PAST SUPER SLOW I WANT TO REMEMBER THSE DAYS FOREVER ILL BUY THE YEAR BOOK AND REMEBER MY SCHOOL THE BEST SCHOOL IN THE WORLD I WONDER IF OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE WULD UNDERSTAND MY BROTHER AND SISTER WONT CAUSE THEY ALREADY GRADUATED SO ITS EASY FOR THEM BUT WHAT ABOUT ME MOM HUH WAT ABOUT ME IM HERE TOO ARENT U GONNA LISTEN TO WAT I HAVE TO SAY I GUESS NOT BECAUSE IF U DID U WULD KNOW IF U WERE IN MY PLACE U WOULD UNDERSTAND BUT U DONT
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