Prissy

 
    
17
Sep 2007
12:37 PM HAST
   

So according to mom, dad and danny no one back home can know about my situation. (Letting it sink in.. Processing...)
God! That means no one back home can know about my life. Because everything I am right now is a self re-invention as a result of my separation/divorce. That makes me feel even more estranged from so much and so many endearing ones back home.
I feel like I can never go back home. I feel like I can never re-visit. I can't be the new me. My new life has to be kept secret.
Here I am trying to become a better person. And I have to fake or just avoid anyone that may be connected to people back home. That's just crazy.
Ok, enough wallowing. So now we must think of a strategy to deal with this.
A-I will eventually be open with the people that matter, regardless of who they are or what my family thinks I should or should not do.
B-I will try my best to keep mom, dad and danny's family from being affected by my situation.
C-I mustn't let any of this affect my spirit. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on. I will go on.

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  • Username: prissy
  • Gender / Age: Female, 46
  • Location: USA - Hawaii
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    About Me: At 30, my life so far has been all about discovering myself and forming my own personal identity. One that honors my heritage, my family and my dreams. These days it's all about equipping myself for a future in the clothing business, while investing time in a prospective family life. Sometimes it's a balancing act. But I have a feeling, this is just the preview. So strategically, if I get good at this, the future is a breeze... ;)

    Interests: Computer accounting systems, excel, Websites, Mortal Kombat, TombRaider, Burnout, Yoga, RollerBlading, American History, Just hanging out with good friends and family.

    Favorite Music: Norah Jones, Sarah Mclaughlin, Maroon 5, Classic Rock.

    Favorite Movies: Iron-Man, Kung Fu Panda.

    Favorite Television: America's Best Dance Crew.

    Favorite Books: Psychology, particularly male and female psyche, Suspense novels.