Prissy

I have the potential to be very successful.. far greater than the average 29-yr-old.

I need to find true inspiration.

A lot of the time I feel like my life's a gamble anyway, so it really doesn't matter what I do, it's all a matter of chance.

Now and then (like after meeting Steven, getting employed with Intl.Interiors and making new friends with ASOTV) it feels like there's more to my life then just chance.

I suppose these things could inspire me to press forward to stability in my personal life. That's really where all the keys are.

How about a driving force, an inner strength.

I've always been motivated by church and family. Those entities are out of sight and practically non-existent at this juncture.

I do have my friends.. no I don't. The dudes that are/were supposedly my friends hung around just to see if they had a shot with me. Summer? Trisha? Tammy? Maybe so. I'm not sure. We don't hang out on a regular basis.

I need to seek out strong relationships. Not with people far away, or available only via email/phone calls. Real people! Real friends! Real relationships!

Steve's everything right now. And I know that's not going to last for too long. I must fill the other areas.

Perhaps networking is my way out of the loneliness.

I still need to find something to get me out of bed in the morning.

I don't think I care for myself as much as I should.

I'd like to befriend Santosh. But he needs a strong cousin. Someone who can help him with his business, etc.. I don't know that I have what it takes.

Anyways, that's what I've got for now.