mourningcloak's Journal

 
    
29
May 2010
4:14 AM EST
   

WAKE UP

Good Morning World

�Today is my wake up call. My soul is beckoning me to wake up , open my eyes, and come back to my center. �I am constantly outside of myself invested in other people. I must reconnect to the source. And in order to do that, yes, I must talk like this : ) . �It seems cruel to cut people off so I can become whole again but I haven't been able to do it any other way. I gather myself in. Grab my power back in thick, purple, felt- strip bunches from my family and friends. Four big armfulls from my husband. I have to use both hands...he tugs back so I have to sort of yank that last bunch away...�Sorry.....Another huge armful from my job...I have to sneak in at night to get it. �If I am caught the consequences will be severe. �A handful from each of my 5 kids, some have more than others....you know. �Guilt causes me to give back a small bunch each....�here...my husband too. I grab more from relatives, neighbors and friends. I feel worse as it goes on so I remind myself that I will be of little use to them anyway if I am not strong, healthy and spiritually fit. I need all my power now. My body is 54 years old, my mind goes from 10 to 100 and my soul is probably a coupla million...So yeah, that's what Im working with on this gorgeous, sunny day in suburban America. � �
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  • Username: mourningcloak
  • Gender / Age: Female, 69
  • Location: USA - New York
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