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Dec 2009
3:12 AM CST
   

Ok well let's see what to talk about. Umm, well last weekend I went out to the gay club with my friend Janie from work. We got wasted...her more than me because she's smaller than me. No one hit on me...no surprise. I don't know, maybe I'm just too ugly, I don't know. I tried talking to this one dude, he was chubby so I figured he would talk to me but he sort of walked away...yeah, how sad haha. I don't know, I think I need to stop thinking about guys for a minute and stop trying to talk to them...I talk to some on Mocospace and like text a few on some of the iPhone apps but I sort of feel like I get rejected. Guess not many guys like big guys. Although I'm working on that and I'm sort of wondering if losing weight is for them or for me. I like to think it's for me but I'm still questioning my motives. I've lost close to about 50lbs which I think is amazing! I thought I would never get that far! But I think I need to stop worrying about guys and just worry about myself and what I want. I want a boyfriend but I really don't need one that badly. My confidence is sort of low too but it's not that that low. I mean I think I look ok for a big guy...I don't know. Well anyways, hope to have lost more weight by the next time I post something. I am down to 268 and started at 315....
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  • Username: martytx07
  • Gender / Age: Male, 36
  • Location: USA - Texas
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    About Me: Just a normal gay dude from Texas. Genuinely a nice guy who loves to smile :Dh

    Interests: Computers, music, reading, video games, & YOUTUBE!!!

    Favorite Music: Country - Carrie Underwood, Martina McBride, Faith Hill, Kenny Chesney, Toby Keith, Keith Urban, Blake Shelton, LeAnn Rimes, Dixie Chicks, Pop - KELLY CLARKSON!!! James Blunt, Simple Plan, Natasha Bedingfield, Britney Spears, Nelly, NB Ridaz, Frankie J, Usher, Whitney Houston, Mariah Carey, and A LOT more that I can't think of right now!!!

    Favorite Movies: Titanic, The Day After Tomorrow, The Notebook, Scream, Something About Mary, Butterfly Effect, 10 Things I Hate About You, Hairspray (Oringal with Ricky),

    Favorite Television: American Idol, Heroes, American Dad, Prison Break, The Hills, I Love NY, Ugly Betty, Simpsons, Family Guy, Nip/Tuck

    Favorite Books: Harry Potter, and other books that I had to read for school: Animal Farm, 1984, Their Eyes Were Watching God, and some other books.