Waiting
I thought about you today. It isn't anything new. I think about you everyday, but today it made me blue. I looked through pictures of us. And I thought of all the good times we shared. But something wasn't right; Something is missing. Something deep inside my heart. I'm trying to start over; I'm trying to get over you. But there's something holding me back. I wish we were still together. Forever, just like we said. 'Cause the truth is, I still love you. Time goes by so slowly. And it seems like I'm nothing without you. Just a soul, pacing the Earth. Or a person without a face. There's no other like you in this place. You're one of a kind. You stole my heart away from me. And I thought that I stole yours, too. But you stole it back from me. I love you so much. And I don't want to let you go, but I'm going to have to. So that we can get on with our lives. It's so hard not seeing you. Not being with you, in each other's arms. All this hatred inside me wants to come out. Why do I want to hate you so much? I don't; I love you with all my heart. I can't be mad at you. You did what you had to do. If it's right for you, then I hope it's right for me. But I feel so empty without you. Why do I feel this way? It hurts so much, and I hear your voice saying you love me. It echoes inside my head. I need you. You're like oxygen, without you, I'd die. I just want you to know, that however long it takes; I'm here, waiting patiently, for you to love me back. I'll wait a lifetime for you.
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