lynnethom's Journal

Oct 2008
9:12 AM WEST

turning 25 evaluation - help

i'm about to turn 25 years old and wondering what i have to show for it! don't get me wrong i have a great partner and wonderfull kids but do i deserve them? I have a problem and sometimes it's controlled where i can put it off until the children go to bed but there is other times when i feel i'll just crack up without it. I hate doing it but i feel i can't help it and others around me do it to (temptetion in my face). Were currently living in a poor, deprived area, violence ect all part of the norm. I hate it here but can't afford to move. the credit crunch so to speak is really effecting us. I'm currently just started studying for a job that will give me lots that i want, career, status, financial rewards and the most important i'll be able to make peoples life better for there future. yet i wonder how can i do this if i can't even sort myself out, so much suffers from this problem but i have no idea where to start! my self confidence and self esteem is low, i'm overweight, low, unhappy and annoyed with myself. I'm under so so much stress my family are no good, there worse than me. Where do i start? Help.

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Gender / Age: Female, 41

Location: United Kingdom