Lovely_Monster

Dec 2010
1:27 PM CDT

When you are alone, you feel like something inside of you has died but you don't realize it because you're looking through a window with broken glass. Darkness surrounds you to the point you can't find any sign of life. After awhile happiness becomes a non existing emotion that isn't in your reach. You know a part of you has died when laughter is only heard by screams and your dreams fade into nightmares so disturbing you refuse to close your eyes. Sadness blooms inside you; nearly locked in your soul and the key is lost. You don't even try to find the key because you know it's impossible. Your thoughts become warped and twisted as you drift into something so terrible, that you can feel the life being sucked right out of your silenced chest. You try to fight your demons but you have no chance of winning the battle, the battle in which you have�already lost. You watch your life rot into dust that�is swept away by the wind. The demons inside you whisper in your ears such sick things that make your stomach turn in every direction until you find yourself on the ground praying to a God, that you ask for forgiveness and strength in, but you can't resist the dark command when you are�face to face with the demon. Suddenly you no longer live by your morals and you begin to swear by the book. Your cold fingers trace your tattered body that has taken part in your wrath and boils in your blood, pulsing guilty sins into your veins. Sharp objects leave wounds across your skin revealing a secret that you fear the most.�You are guided down deaths path as you struggle for your right to live, but you hold onto nothing that is worth saving you. Life becomes meaningless as the scarlet red blood you have taken from your own body arouses you. As you find yourself at your weakest, you stare out that broken window and you kiss the rain that hits the ground, reminding you of how effortlessly you let yourself fall into everything that never would have catched you at the end of your journey in the first place.

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Username: lovelymonster

Gender / Age: Female, 29

Location: USA - Virginia

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Interests: Photography, cosmetology, and poetry.

Favorite Music: Asking Alexandria, Escape The Fate, Eyes Set To Kill, Slipknot, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Switchfoot, O.A.R., The Millionaires, Silverstein, Alesana, A Day To Remember, Skillet, Underoath, 36 Crazyfists, A Bullet For My Valentine, Suicide Silence, Brokencyde, I Set My Friends On Fire, and Finger Eleven.

Favorite Television: 1,000 Ways To Die, The Bad Girls Club, Tosh.0, and Jackass.

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