So today was a pretty good day. I did really good at work. I think i might actually be getting better at it.� I did what I needed to do. But now what.....I need to think about how imma advance in life.�I need to start school but with what time and will power. lord knows I lack that. I just need to focus and do shit . I still wonder about what will happen with us. I just kinda hope for the best. I'm trying to be as possitive as I�can be but it's hard not knowing.�Sometimes I'm so focused and then I'm just not. need to think more......