jazzsoulp's Journal

Feb 2007
7:55 PM EST

Sunday...U just never know how your day will end. Life is unpredictable. Ok, So i started out with a stomach crisis at 3:00am after I called DB. SHe was drunk, she's a happy drunk...lol. Lolly woke me up at 7:00am and we spoke for about 2 hours. I was still uncomfotable then,...fely like I was gonna throw up...I think it's wat I ate at the Love feast thingy. Anyway, I had my fone turned off and slept allday...What a Lazy Sunday it was. I sent Yellow a text regarding some funds which I need and he threw it right in my face saying that was why I called him yesterday morning. I guess it's my fault for even involving him in my early morning madness and randomness...See, he analyzes everything I do, it's like my life is a Novel and he's my favorite critic. I do hate being judge especially by those who claim to be our friends. I called him to ask what the text was about and he rejected my calls twice by simply replying Friday...Meaning he'll give me the money on Friday...Wow...This boy is special. Reigned so many insults to last me a life time. SO i tell him to keep the money then and he goes if it the last thing he accomplishes on earth, he would refund my money. That he was naive to think things would go back to the way they were....I have made my point in the past. I do not trust you and I cannot be your friend like dat...I have concluded that he doesn't listen. All my words most which I said out of anger and frusterations have fallen on deaf ears. He claims I never told him things will not change that he had to learn the hardway...teh hardway being what, him wasting money bcos he bought tickets to shows that I never said i was going for with him. I urged him not to try 2 bring the money bcos i will rip it to shreds if he does, and that will be a sin. He claims I dont care about his family, so I should not act like I do and I dont call him or want to hang out...Gosh...he sounds like a broken record in damnation. I AM DONE O!!! Help me Lord,...I dont want to even have to say hi to this chap, but that will be immature right...But how can I be grown about it when he's being so childish...Now chceck this...He ends his insults and starts to butter my bread By saying " B4 I throw everything away tho. I'l say this. I'm sorry I said I would choose DB over our friendship. I take it back a thousand times. Has nothing to do with the fact it dint work out. I mean i liked her and still do. Feelings is feelings but i swear i tak it all back. I'M sorry. So Friday yea.". Gosh, i am telling you this boy is a psycho and i need to hide from him...I rest my case. Babe called me but my fone was off so I dint get ti speak with him..I had 9 missed calls and 1 text message...dats so weird. Me Ms Isolated from the world. I missed my mums call as well...so i need to get a calling card and hit her back. DB is back yayyyy...SHe relayed the whole Boston trip to me and apparently I missed a lot...damn, but o well, cos I dont even have money to be spending. Na Nite Dairy.

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About Me: I was born with an old soul. I am as real as real gets. I avoid wahala (trouble)!

Interests: Soccer, Good Music, Making Music, Writing Poetry n Music, Travelling, Cooking.

Favorite Music: Soul, Afrobeat, Jazz, R n B, Old school hip hop.

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Favorite Television: Grey's Anatomy, King of Queens

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