I'm working on it as much as I can but it is difficult.� I think some of it has to do with the medication and then there is just the situation as it is.�
I should have never gone back to the Yahoo boards. The harassment is never ending.� I feel like I have a hole in my heart big enough to drive a truck through.� I should never go back but I can't seem to help myself.
I don't feel like writing much today.� Last night was so difficult I woke up feeling terrible. Just when I think things are better it seems I have a relapse.
I don't feel like doing anything today.� I feel defeated. Robert will be here soon for breakfast and I need to get dressed.�
I can tell it's going to be a full moon.� I'm so exhausted.� I think I will go back to bed and skip breakfast.
Maybe I'll write more later.
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