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Dec 2006
3:56 AM CST

Well I hope everyone had a good holiday. The new year is just around the corner. I wonder what will be in store for me this year? Last week went just fine, even though there were a few minor setbacks. I'm glad it's over, and I can put it behind me. I knew in my heart everything would work out. I just couldn't get that nervousness to shake. Oh, well. Christmas was good. I didn't do anything to exciting, just went to my mom's house. But, I did get good presents this year, and I think I did well on the giving side too. I'm still not sure what I plan to do for new years. My friend invited me to a party, but I'm not sure if I want to go. Well, I just hope everyone has a good new year! Bye

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Dec 2006
4:28 AM CST

Ok just a quick post while I have some time. So far things are going good. I got some help with my paperwork dilemma, so that made me feel alot better. I've got most of my Christmas stuff taken care of, I just need to go to the store to get a few more things, and also some more stocking stuffer stuff. Guess I really wanted to wait til the last minute huh? Just glad I'm not stressed today, stress sucks.

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Dec 2006
11:15 AM CST

Hello, here again. So monday is almost over. All weekend I worried myself almost to death. i was so nervous I could hardly sleep. For some reason I knew something was not going to go right. Then, this morning went ok. Everything seemed to be going just fine. Then, i was trying to do some paperwork, and being new at the software we use I was a little unsure of myself, and then it started. The damn thing wouldn't work right. Not having anyone around to ask, it just makes me frustrated. So, one task left undone. Then, here we are having more and more problems with the city inspectors trying to get our project on track. They make me so mad. Its like they are purposely delaying us now. Like its a game. Stress is all they are adding to the mix for me and my co-workers. Damn, I'd feel better if only I could get this paperwork done right. I can't believe something so petty is driving me so batty.

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Dec 2006
8:27 AM CST

Ok, so here I am, sitting here thinking about the future events that are about to unfold. I've been working toward a promotion at work, and now that I've been given a time to shine, I wonder am I really ready? I know that I can handle it, but yet I am so nervous. These what-ifs keep coming up in my head. I've never been so nervous about something, and yet so happy at the same time. This feeling of failure keeps lurking about in my mind, and I just can't shake it. I need a pep talk or something. Hahaha... I know I will do fine, I'm just nervous is all. I wouldn't have been given the tasks I've been given if I hadn't already proved myself capable. Our Christmas party is tonight, so that will give me some time to have fun.

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Username: itsjustme

Gender / Age: Female, 45

Location: USA - Texas