I still can't believe I told Matt about my sexual yearnings and seeing and watching those porno clips. I couldn't get them out of my head, but now that I think about it... I don't really see them, but I see Matt there. Maybe... it's true about letting off your burdons with just telling someone, and Matt... it didn't seem to change much on how he looks at me. All he did was listen and asked me litlte questions...
I love him so much...
I told him tank you as I said goodnight, and i really meant it. he may not have understood it, but it has special meaning behind it.
-Ashley
P.s. I hope he's alright, with all that stress... great grandpa died yesterday...