emma's Journal

 
    
11
Dec 2006
7:01 AM EDT
   

Here is a plea/ From my heart to you/ Nobody knows me/ As well as you do/ You know how hard it is for me/ To shake the disease/ That takes hold of my tongue/ In situations like these/ Not now/ Though I’d die to know you love me/ I am all alone/ And if I bleed, I’ll bleed Knowing that you care/ And If I sleep, I’ll sleep Just to dream of you/ To wake without you there/ Isn’t something missing?/ Isn’t someone missing me?/ Don’t turn away/Don’t give in to the pain/ Don’t try to hide Though they’re screaming out your name/ Don’t close your eyes/ God knows what lies behind them/ Don’t turn out the lights/ Never sleep/ Never die/ Whatever you do/ Don’t scream/ And don’t cry/ Fallen angels at my feet/ Whispered voices in my ear/ Death before my crying eyes/ Lying next to me I fear/ Shall I wait?/ Shall I give in?/ Or continue living life in sin/ Upon my end, shall I begin/ Forsaking all/ I’ve fallen/ For I rise to meet the end/ I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long/ I’ve come to believe my soul Is on the other side/ All the pieces falling shatter/ Shards of me All this pain/ And all this misery/ Unite to form a deathly combination/ (Of disastery/ Of my thoughts and feelings/ Now I know how it feels/ Once again to live/ Once again to breathe/ Once again to know/ I have people looking out for me/ These pieces too sharp to put back together/ Lighter than a feather/ And too small to matter/ But big enough to cut me in to little pieces/ If I try to touch her/ There in the mirror/ And I bleed/ I bleed/ And I breathe/ I breathe…no more/ Lie to me/ convince me i am crazy/ Convince me I’ve been sick forever/ Toy with my mind/ And tell me/ To just leave it all behind/ And things will make sense when I get better/ But I know/ I know/ I know the difference between myself and my reflection/ I can’t/ However/ Help but wonder/ Which of us do you love better?/ And I’d die to know you love me/ Die to feel you hold me/ Die to know I’m yours/ Die to know that you are mine forever/ And I bleed/ I bleed/ And I breathe/ I breathe…/ I breathe…/ No…more
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  • Gender / Age: Female, 33
  • Location: USA - Kansas
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