Mood: Good Mood / Happy / Little Worn Out
Weather: Sunny Spring Day
Time 515 pm
Relationship Ranking: 5
Entry 2
I knew last night Chris and I was going to have blows. Chris much like me is stubborn, can be very mean with his words, and at some point in the fight enough is enough. We hit the enough is enough point about 1 ½ after I got home last night. I admit I was pissed about Chris online sex account. He confirmed that he did hook up with dude (someone he has wanted to hook up for ever with), like that fucking matters. What I was more pissed about and I told Chris is last Thursday night he was suppose to be at home with me. The reason why, because the night before last Wednesday we had plans and Chris totally blew me off. For the same thing he does every time – to go to Thomas’s house. I told Chris that I thought he cruzed on Thomas’s computer and I was on to him. He said who cares and blamed me for fucking around 1st with other guys and brings it into our relationship. Which is true, I did get caught 1st, but I think he was doing the same and I am not trying to minimize the blame. Who knows, I think we both fuck around on each other the same amount. Long story short, last Thursday was suppose to be me and him, not some dude he spent an hour with, and came home because he felt guilty because of me. I said he feels guilty because I called and bugged him so much while he was trying to enjoy himself. And that I hoped he did not enjoy the experience. At that point he grabbed me hugged me, and we laid on the back bed room couch together. Last night was all about the make up sex. And we did plenty of making up. I apologized for being such a bitch, and if he communicated with me a little more I would not feel so left in the dark. I mean shit how my guys do you know that are going to be cool with their BF gone all night partying with his crazy friends
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