hope u can see this.....^^
but maybe wun~
coz u dun even know tat i register the account of this�right?
just saw ur journal.......
only 4 days== i din online for four days..........and yet u write journal everyday==
when i online u dun write, when dun i online u write==
you write......
""Memorable time do exist...lecturing time comes together...
and dat sucks lot...==
althought u said dat i m special....
but....i feel i hav no difference with others..
mayb....i really am as normal as others...
wad do i actually hav.....
money...none....
look....zero.....
results....rubbish....
gud frens...less...
i cant afford to lose u guys anymore...
i'm not qualified to....
accept the realitly....
alvin....u r a normal person...
(17/4/2008)
emotions can b replaced by another.....
hope it will b a better 1.....
when u r happy, i'm..""
feel a bit sad.......and also angry of my self......
i dunno that i give u such a feelings........maybe i am a�jurk.......a bad�friend so that i cant give u enough care and love.........
i dunno i give u such a bad bad bad feelings..........to let u feel that u r not special.......
sorry about tat.........but u r really special for me.........
u r my friend.........not becoz of money nor look........is becoz u.......
u is u.......no matter u r�pour or ugly..........u r still u........the one who treat me�with his heart and care........the one who i treat him as the most special friend that i have never had............
For now, without u i really dunno how am i gonna to study in this class........with all the fake faces.......
and without u.......i dun even find the meaning of staying there............
i have lose everything......but u will never be the one......right?
u ask me why am i crying tat time........
yong wei tell u tat i cry becoz i listen to the song "zui jin" and i feel touch and tears just drop like tat.........
but the truth is the things i am thinking..........that song is only a wood for the fire........
actually...........tat time we are discussing about u.......about the future without u.........about the time u r going to leave us........
i really cant accept ur leaving..........but� tat is a fact.........u r going to USA and i am going to stay here.......staying in this place without u..........
i really scare to lose u..........
i am affraid that ur feelings is just like the song.........
dunno y..........
even now when i am thinking about ur leaving........tears will drop none stop..........
你最近不说话 怎么了�为什么 是不是有什么事让你不快乐 听说你最近很孤单 有点乱有点慌 可是我却不能够在你的身旁 你想要的我却不能够给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的 我们不适合�也不想认输 好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭 你常解释这样的一切都只是开始 我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束 不想再约束�不要再痛苦 下一次会有更好的情路 爱�我却不能够给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的 我们不适合�也不想认输 好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭 你常解释这样的一切都只是开始 我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束 不想再约束�不要再痛苦 下一次会有更好的情路
""A simple way lead a simple life...
dat's wat i always dreamed of...
but reality is reality....life is meant to be complicated....
at least i still hav u....u will noe who r�u when u read dis....
but who am i?? to u...to every1....or even..myself.....
i hope sum1 will tell me...i'll b waitin....
a happy day begins with a simple smile....
^^readers....blogers....hav a nice day...
(18/4/2008)
I am Alvin Siow....""
i am so sorry........tat i cant help u.........
feel tat i am useless......
i am such a bitch......cant even give u anything besides of that useless meaningless�little of cares........and yet keep bodering u with my unimportant lauzy problem..........
sorry.........very sorry.........
but wat�should i do? i have no ideal.........
if only u can tell me..........
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