christysmith's Journal

Feb 2007
11:32 AM EDT

Hey everybody!, Well i'm new to this site as you can see this is my first journal entry. I'm 19 years old and will be 20 on the 20th of May i guess we can say this is my GOLDEN YEAR. I hope that it's a good one! I enjoy writting when i'm upset or happy or i have something really important to talk about. My life consists of my wife i love *deirdre* to death till i part. Her and i have been together for FOUR years some has been up and some has been down. I never thought in my life time that i would become so in love with someone. I made my mistakes and it wasn't perfect at first, but things are starting to turn around and i'm so thankful for the mercy and grace of God. Of course she is older than me by like four years..lol but we can say that i have the brains in the relationship. I don't know how in the world her and i happend but i know that it was the most important day of my life and i know that well... she saved my life. We wont go into the touchy subject of my life but lets just say that it wasn't a good situation and with her help and the light of her soul and warmth of her smile i made it threw. But enough about my mushy love life lets talk about what's going on today. Today has been kind of boring, not much to do here at job corps. Yes i said job corps don't let your eyes fall into your mouth because i know it's gaping open. I want you all to know never come to a goverment place just because they tell you it's "free" thats bulls*** nothing is free because of all the bull s*** that you put up with here. I couldn't tell you how many times i wanted to jump off the top of this f***ing building for my own sanity. It sucks!!! Don't do it... unless you realy need to make something of your life and it's your last option. Okay lets talk about breakfeast!!! I ate pretty good this morning i had scrambled eggs, crispy bacon, grits with bacon cheese and butter in them, one chicken breast, and bacon bean soup, oh and i made my own gehtto iced coffee. So it was aight. I don't get lunch today just dinner at 4:30 which i can garuntie wont be good. It f***ing sucks here and i want to go home to my wife. I miss her so freaking much i want to pull out my brain and stomp on it because im missing her so much is driving me insane. But it wont be much longer before i get to go home if everything goes financaly right for us. I'm in a sucky mood and yeah... don't know what's wrong with me but i feel like a depressed pregnat woman and i feel like crying so i'm going to stop writting and well maybe go have a smoke. Ps: my roomates want to go home... and opps i kind of forgot to write a little bit about them... sooo ... jillian is the crazy one who bitches constanly about everything, holly on the other hand can fit in the dryer... she's tiny... but... yeah there hoes and bitches but i love them and i'm going to miss them.

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Username: christysmith

Gender / Age: Female, 37

Location: USA - Virginia

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About Me: I'm 19 and married to a beautiful woman named deirdre. No you can't have her because she is the best thing in the world that has ever happend to me. I have my GED but it switched over to a highschool diploma. I love life and every thing in it. I'm a strong person but i get hurt easly.

Interests: Music, Friends, My wife who is the love of my life, Getting my education.

Favorite Music: I really can't say that i have a fav in music because i like it all except we have to make an exception on some because i don't like classical or heavy head banging metal.

Favorite Movies: Does this include the one that i made with my wife heeh :)

Favorite Television: I don't have time to watch tv anymore.

Favorite Books: Play boy and the bible. I know those two don't go together... but i like em.