Pain not SEEN

SONG!!!!

She was so young,

why did you take her away?

She didn't feel you,

coming close,

Oh, where did she go?

Her stolen innocence,

makes her believe in hate,

her stolen innocence,

can't believe in fate,

her stolen innocence,

makes her afraid,

of you.

She didn't know why,

or the time that past by,

she, couldn't figure out,

why?

now it's her

CX1

She was so young,

why did you,

steal her face?

she could believe in lies,

now is not the time

CX2

REPEAT FIRST VERSE!!!

Hello. i just realized that many of you love my poems, but yet u know very little about me.

well I'm KL, I love writing, and I can't wait to blow up big, I write songs, poems and stories. thx for listening to my thoughts, my feelings, and most importantly my words.

if you ever need to contact me please feel free to at www.myspace.com/sexiirabbit28 thx.

much love,

KL

Internal war

This IS NOT MYSPACE OR FACE BOOK,

THIS IS FOR WRITING UR THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS DOWN,

JUST LIKE THE THING SAY,

IT'S A JOURNAL!!!!

NOT A HEY-WE-MET-WANA-CYBER-SPOT!

Perfect Illusion
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Part 1:

They torment me,
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Inside my home,
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Never being anything,
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Except truly alone.
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Feeling the weight,
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Put me under pressure,
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Hating to let go,
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Of life’s easy pleasures.
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Of course they don’t know me,
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The one who soul,
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Still bleeds…
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Part 2:
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Why?
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People have lied all my life,
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They have left me with so many questions and two little answers.
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Begging to hold on to happiness,
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Pleading to let go.
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I have no simple ery,
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No place to go.
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They see me smile,
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But do not se the scars,
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From when I was but a mere child.
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They wonder why I act so happy,
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But most of my family,
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Can see the brokenness inside.
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I am chocking on my words.
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And loosing it all too quick,
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Now’s not the time,
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To play any tricks.
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Part 3:
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I stand,
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Leaning over,
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The sink.
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Taking a good look,
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At the image Staring back at me.
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Holding my self up.
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As I begin to bleed.
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This blood is shed,
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This blood is lost.
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This is my escape from death.
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I stare up into the sky.
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Wanting so much to be apart of it.
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Never knowing what part I’m left with.

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Part 4:
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Listening the others around,
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They do notice me,
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But they don’t know,
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How often I’ve fallen to the ground.
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I fight to many wars inside,
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To keep the happiness alive.
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I jump from,
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One emotion to the next.
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They can’t see,
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The hurt that hides inside my chest.
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Looking deep into my thoughts.
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Breaking down,
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When ever thoughts,
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Of my father cross.
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Part 5:
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He never meant to hurt me,
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Or at least he says so…
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He’ll always says,
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“I’ll protect you from pain,”
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But the only pain I feel,
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Is the pain that he parades.
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Cracking in my voice,
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I try not to speak.
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Everything,
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Just makes me feel so weak.
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Hating what I’ve become,
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Falling into the numb.

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Part 6:
I’m feeling too banged up,
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This emotion stuck in my gut.
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He’s holding me closely,
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And promises t will be ok.
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He’s to innocent for me,
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To dance the days away
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I ask him from something,
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He thinks I need a better way,
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But I demand,
So he gives it to me anyway.
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Just six hits,
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That’s all it’ll take,
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Just six hits,
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And I won’t have to break.
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I feel so dizzy,
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My mind flows into the party.
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I can barely grasp what’s happening,
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Yet I’m laughing hysterically.
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If the world moves too fast,
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I beg it to slow down,
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As I fall to the ground.
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I don’t notice I’m falling,
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Until I start to bleed.
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Hating my self,
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Because the world hates me.
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Part 7:
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Picking up the lighter,
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And a pack of menthols,
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No one sees me better,
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Compared to this,
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No one at all.
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Chocking one down after another,
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No one sees but me.
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Laughing at the intimate.
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Hacking at the porn.
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Taking it all in,
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And finally blowing out.
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This is the one thing,
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I’ll never really doubt.
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Getting pissed at the world,
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No one knew what I could do,
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No one except me,
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And now you.
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Part 8:
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See I’m the perfect illusion,
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I get good grades,
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I hide the pain,
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I keep my other life secret,
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And I don’t talk of the streets.
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Now you can see,
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Five minutes in the life of me.
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EVERY ONE,

LOVE AND SORROW'S BEING PUNLISHED!!!!!!

I enterd a poetry contest,

they loved the poem,

and yes,

it's really happening.

ttyl on the book for which it will be in.

thx.

XD

Love,

KL

She woke up,

and turned off the alarm.

No blood,

is to flow from this arm.

She looked out the window,

cold and shallow,

She held her hands.

"When will you come back again?"

She asked as the stinging tears,

swelled behind her eyes.

she couldn't believe it.

You're gone for good this time.

Today,

I don't where i am,

today,

im gone and back again.

I've lost me my self and i,

to so many different things.

But today,

I've turned around,

and walked back,

to the ground,

where i stumbled and fell.

There's nothing I can't do,

that's why im walking away from you.

I layed there,

holding my head,

as thought of my child,

danced through my head.

I opened my eyes in my dream world,

and saw you today.

God says,

things will happen Opoun my doing.

So now I am sitting here, dreaming of you,

running to me,

yelling,

mommy, mommy!

I saw you in a dream,

you and my beautiful christopher anthoney.

Now i have dreams of you my child,

my hearts now two,

and life grows inside.

Dear child o' mine,

do not worry, for mommy is here,

Tristain cole,

heather daniel,

which one you'll,

only time can tell.

I love you honey.

Good night.

Now mommy will hold you tight.

I was waiting,

by the phone,

today,

waiting by to hear your voice.

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the phone did ring,

now i have no choice,

because she said,

"He did last night, just like you said, by 3:03 am,

he was dead."

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Now I'll hold tight to,

the memories,

that you will no longer be here to make with me.

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I got up today,

dressed in what I wore yesterday.

Tears pooring down my face.

I opened the blinded today,

and did not see the blue sky,

only gray.

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I went to your house today,

and it felt so empty,

and it was o so painful.

I packed up,

what you left to me,

and went on my way.

asking God,"�Why today?"

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We went and we burried you,

today.

And yes Grandpa Apple Jack Kunkle,

It rained today...

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IN MEMEORY OF

JACK EARL KUNKLE

October 18,1937 - May 10, 2007

dear reader,

im currently have sent one of my poems to a free poetry contest. please tell me on a scale from one to ten, ten being the best one ever, if the peom "love and sorrow" is acceptable. thanks.

KL

Dear you,

where's home,

am i safe from harm,

locked away in your arms?

Dear you,

am I missed?

Where's my heart?

Oh, wait, that's right,

you threw bricks,

at it.

Dear you,

why am I not enough for you?

Why do I hurt the way i do?

Why am I upset?

O please,

don't give me that.

Dear you,

always thought that I was safe in your arms,

now every time I think of you,

I'm ready to vomit.

because of what you did to me.

so,

dear you,

enoughs enough.

I'm done.

and good luck,

because you jsut let go of the best thing u ever had!!!!!!!

Did you ever know,

the traggic tale,

of love and sorrow?

Could you ever see a different side of her?

Could you ever feel,

pain,

as it began to dance away the days?

Or could you ever believe,

in a different side of life?

A different way?

Maybe I am wrong.

Maybe it is true.

I USED ME TO GET YOU!!!

Maybe it's over,

&& Maybe I'm not sorry.

Maybe I miss you,

maybe i don't,

I just can't,

I won't!!

LISTEN TO THE TRAGGIC TALE OF LOVE AND SORROW!!

I'm tired, and I'm lonely,

I'm tired of this struggle,

of holding on,

to what i can no longer hold.

My eyes are crying,

so please if I decide to run,

don't worry,

because, oh, how quickly,

life fades away.

So if I decide to run,

beyond the sky,

beyond the stars...

Cry poor, old,

little, broken,

heart.

Cry with out intension to smile,

don't worry

I'm just a broken angel.

NO moma,

I'm NOT the one.

Break me,

& hurt me.

I don't care,So if I decide to run,

don't cry.

You'll be ok in time.

There's people in this world,

who don't belong,

&&�I'm one of them,

so good-bye,

&& Fair-long,

good-night,

and so-long....

I am messed up,

in my mind,

feeling so lost and out of time.

So find me a voice,

give me a choice,

open these eyes,

my heart s blind.

I loose my self,

over and over.

�DONT Wake me up, because i am sober.

im hoping as im looking,

for you.

hoping that i'll see,

A better side of you and me.

I need to open my eyes.

Because we're over and dead.

I lost some where in side my head.

just� like alice in wonderland.

now as im looking threw that history book,

of our memories.

i am lost,

like a kid in a movie scene.

so find me,

and kiss me good night.

because right now,

i am lost from sight.

everytime,

i feel fine,

comfortable if you will,

you some how make me ill.

over and over i break,

over and over i hate,

over and over,

it's my mistake.

over and over,

It's my fault.

now im looking up,

the sky seems so full of lust.

over and over i am dead,

over and over bright red tears are bled.

over and over im stuck way up high,

over and over i am ready to die.

so now that� it's over my head.

i must turn my self up and in to the lord.

to protect this shattered heart.

keep the broken pieces still beating,

and never ever leave me.

see over and over,

man will hurt,

but over and over GOD proves his work.

over and over,

we shatter and break,

over and over THE GOOD LORD,

is our every� comfort.�

so please don't cry.

wipe those tearfs from said eyes.

and turn your head to the sky,

TIMELESS TEARS

I fall,

you try to catch me,

as� i slip through you're hands,

nothing's the way i planned.

Now I cry, because,

a love so thoughtful,

is now dead,

and timeless tears,

are now too bled.

Now i cry,

because everythings,

not the way,

that it should be,

and now I am slowlyd dying,

A love so thoughtful,

is now dead,

and timeless tears,

are now too bled.

Over and over she's locked in dispare,

questions her self,

did I do the right thing here?

He yells when he abuses,

leaving my heart full of hurtful bruises.

A love so thoughtful,

is now dead,

and timeless tears,

are now too bled.

~KL~

Have you ever realized,

A broken moment lost in time?

Have you ever seen,

the screwed up side of her?

Have you ever,

walked away,

from your friend,

whose had a bad day?

Or have you ever heard,

the tale of broken * tears?

Well buckle up, because here it comes my dear.

I cry,

he hits,

I scream,

he kicks.

my ribs are bruised,

my arm is swollen,

my heart races,

time is frozen.

too many faces.

How can 1 man,

who i look much alike,

hit his daughter,

making her a motherless wife?

Opals && Gold

He knows what he's doing,

but not what I'll do,

somehow I can't find the way threw.

Mama holds me tight,

&& pulls me in close.

she tells me things that no one else knows.

my mind boggles,

he hit her too.

"Momma, what's the way threw?"

"I don't remember, just be quiet and Pray."

"I know that God's coming someday."

Hopefully soon.