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Feb 2007
1:12 PM CDT
thing he says to me todayy -- "you have gorgeous eyes." --sigh--...wayy sweet of him..is he all talk?? todayy i gave him a kiss on the cheek and then like it was weird because we almost went in for a kiss. but i never go in for first kisses. the guy has to. and i dont know if he ever will!!! because i want him to! and i almost did today dude!! i want us. i think that is what i want. and i dont care what anyone else wants. its something that i wanna give a try..and see what happens. its been a while since ive had a boyfriend. i pretty much had one with this one dude. but that ended like a month ago. it wasnt an official relationship. and actually i think he had a girlfriend when we started to stop talking, and he just didnt want to be a man and tell me 'hey i have a girlfriend..so we can still talk..just not like we used to' hah but no. i have to figure this shit out on my own. and now he is trying to talk to me agian. i am still on his top friends on myspace. its so weird. but i want someone else. i want to get over that bastard. and i dont even know what there is to get over but he still bothers me and i cant stand it. but. i'm leaning. i'm stupid. i'm a fuck up. its how it goes. no one is gonna comment on this shit anyways because no one gives a fuck.
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- 01:42 PM - 03/28/2007
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my favorite movie is anchorman for sho. then 40 year old virgin..i need to see taledega nights though!!
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i like flavor of love..south park..but i really love music videos!
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hah! thats funny! books?!?
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