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11
Nov 2006
2:40 AM CST
   

Well my ex came over yesterday night. it was really great to see him and really nice to actually "hang out" with a person for once. i never get to see people other than school. He was so excited to see me he was talking a mile a minute and didn't shut up until 8;15 when he had to leave. i never got to say one word lol but it was nice to have him come and see me he is the one who saved my life and told the school conciler that i was suicidal and was going to kill myself and that i had a gun to blow my brains out. sometimes i look back and wonder why the hell did i dump him over tell the counciler? i should never react when i am angry. i should learn from that because if i didn't dump him things would be different we would most likely be together still. we both admit we still love each other but i am with Jordy and i love him but he is neglecting me and i don't have the guts to leave him, and then there is Derek. my other ex who thinks there is still hope for he and i after he neglected me and made my paranoia worsen by telling me he sent Clint (my stalker) to kill me. i have wepons hidden alll over my house so i don't think anyone will want to come after me.
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  • Username: bettyboxedin
  • Gender / Age: Female, 34
  • Location: Canada
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    About Me: i am a self employed artist/ photographer. ummm i live in a small farm town and love it. i am very happy with my life right now i have just gone through 6 years in hell and just met the man of my dreams and since i met him everything has just gone up hill. I have been through a lot and have learned a lot through those experiances. even thought they were hard to go through i got positvie results such as self emprovment and life lessons i will never forget. I volunteer at a homeless shelter and love it! I love horses they are my favorite animal and i am starting volunteer work at a horse farm where they do therepy for kids with dissabilites.

    Interests: my intresting inculde horses, journaling, painting, really long walks and my passion is music and expressing my self through my art (music,painting,photography,journaling ect,)and volunteering at a homeless shelter, and skate boarding and watching my boyfriend compete in skate compatitions

    Favorite Music: my favorite music is punk my favorite punk bads are Rise against and i like Nirvana, and a varietyof other types of music. I also like screamo and classic rock. my fav screamo bands are korn,and Insane clown possy

    Favorite Movies: My favorite movies are the equilibrium, kill bill vol. 1 ( vol.2 sucks) and i like the untouchables, Schindlers List, VIOLENCE!!!!! chickflicks ya they suck

    Favorite Television: UFC, Family Guy, Trailer Park Boys, Kenny v.s Spenny, and Csi.

    Favorite Books: Memoires of a Geisha, the hiding place, number the stars, hatchet, brians winter, the outsiders, and a complicated kindness