bettyboxedin's Journal

 
    
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Oct 2006
6:08 PM CEST
   

I always wonder if i am the only one on this planet who feels lonely today like no one gives a damn or no one understands. I feel as if i am so different from my family thati don't even fit in not even my looks are the same as any of the family i assosiate with. the music i listen to is different and they constantly critizie my music and my hobbies. is there something wrong with me for being so different? or is it okay to be unique? i have been off my medication for 4 days so maybe it is my illnesses talking. i just need someone to let me know they understand. I wish i could get a hold of my boyfriend so he could help me through this. he made me promise i would call him when i need someone to talk to no matter the time. but his power is out so he is not on msn and his phone line is down. and i don't want him to feel as if i am a burden to him he said i won't but thats what my parents said and look where we are now. i just need someone who understands to talk to me. my friend maggie can't help because she doesn't understand and has a simple way of thinking so she never gives me any advice that is realistic. my boyfriend is the only one i can turn to but that connection is cut off because of weather
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  • Username: bettyboxedin
  • Gender / Age: Female, 34
  • Location: Canada
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    About Me: i am a self employed artist/ photographer. ummm i live in a small farm town and love it. i am very happy with my life right now i have just gone through 6 years in hell and just met the man of my dreams and since i met him everything has just gone up hill. I have been through a lot and have learned a lot through those experiances. even thought they were hard to go through i got positvie results such as self emprovment and life lessons i will never forget. I volunteer at a homeless shelter and love it! I love horses they are my favorite animal and i am starting volunteer work at a horse farm where they do therepy for kids with dissabilites.

    Interests: my intresting inculde horses, journaling, painting, really long walks and my passion is music and expressing my self through my art (music,painting,photography,journaling ect,)and volunteering at a homeless shelter, and skate boarding and watching my boyfriend compete in skate compatitions

    Favorite Music: my favorite music is punk my favorite punk bads are Rise against and i like Nirvana, and a varietyof other types of music. I also like screamo and classic rock. my fav screamo bands are korn,and Insane clown possy

    Favorite Movies: My favorite movies are the equilibrium, kill bill vol. 1 ( vol.2 sucks) and i like the untouchables, Schindlers List, VIOLENCE!!!!! chickflicks ya they suck

    Favorite Television: UFC, Family Guy, Trailer Park Boys, Kenny v.s Spenny, and Csi.

    Favorite Books: Memoires of a Geisha, the hiding place, number the stars, hatchet, brians winter, the outsiders, and a complicated kindness