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22
Jul 2010
3:43 PM EDT
   

HOPE?

So I didn't text you..I fought the urge but then you messaged me... Never give up hope because hope is all we have. Even if at the end u never change I can hope everyday of my life that you change for the better, that you open your heart to God, and that our family comes together again. I'll always love you...all I can hope is that you learn to love yourself. Once you accomplish that you'll lower your ego and realize that you are human...imperfections are normal and beautiful.

But I'm jumping ahead of myself...you messaged me...it means a lot to me...to my heart but I'll take it as just a message because IDK if this is a trick for me to lower my guard or because u really care.
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  • Username: auxilary25
  • Gender / Age: Female, 39
  • Location: USA - California
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    About Me: I'm 21 years old and I'm a university student majoring in accounting. I'm in a relationship right now where I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. I truly have no doubt in my heart that this is the man that I want to marry because he completes me in every way. My only problem in this relationship has always been my bfs past. My mind is always going back to his past and comparing the love he felt for them to the one he feels for him. My insecurity has led me to believe that I'm not his 1st choice that he's with me because his "love" left him behind...it was 5 years ago but still the thoughts are there..hopefully through journaling I can get this feeling out of my heart so that our relationship can get stronger.

    Interests: I love reading whenever I actually have the time. One of my fav authors is Jodi Picoult. I'm a big Harry Potter fan but unfortunately I haven't gotten around to finishing the last book eventhough I started a year ago.. I love my nintendo Wii and I can't wait for more games to come out. I love to work out 4 times a week because it helps me release my stress and feel good about myself.

    Favorite Music: Ashlee Simpson, My Chemical Romance, Jessica Simpson, Daughtry, All American Rejects, Simple Plan, Plan White Ts...and the list goes on

    Favorite Movies: Sweet Home Alabama, How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days, Grease, Crazy Beautiful, Beaches, What Dreams May Come, Dirty Dancing, Man on Fire, and Trison and Isolde.

    Favorite Television: Brothers and Sisters, Desperate Housewives, Greys Anatomy, One Tree Hill, and FRIENDS!! Everybody Loves Raymond, I Love Lucy, King of Queens, My Wife and Kids.

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