angelofbliss's Journal

Who would ever think that life would be the one to throw and toss you about like a long lost stuff animal? That life would, even when it was going great, throw a ball at you that would knock you off your feet. It seemed impossible.

Yet, that is what happened. It is what happened when I was molested at a young age and then almost raped before school. This is what happened when I was deinosed with being bi-polar and metally, emotionally, and psycologically insane. It seems impossible for a fourteen year old to go through this and still survive.

Yet, this is my story and my life that I have survived. This is my tale of woe and terror that I live with and still echo. I wish, if anything, to be born again without this itch to kill.

But, through this all, I have had friends that stand, still, beside me and have helped me. If anything, I would be surprised if the still would like me for the lies I have told them.

Lesson One: Tell the truth before you find the harshness of reality has slammed into your face.