Just another sad story...

 
    
06
Jul 2010
8:23 PM EDT
   

Dreams

I hate dreaming. I know thats a weird thing to say. But i do. Im not gonna lie, at one point I loved it. I always went to bed wondering what I would dream about this time...

But things have changed. The other night I saw Matt... in my dreams. For me this was odd. Its been months since I last dreamt of him. I keep telling myself that Im over him, ever since he decided to turn his back on me. "B/c he lives in a 'big' house now" It hurt alot when he left. I wont lie, I cried for a while.

I wish I hadn't lied when he asked me if I liked him,all those years agao. I should have just said yes. Instsead I hid away everything I felt for him, like the dumb blonde that I am. Pathetic I know.

But he's gone now, so I should just stop prattling on about him. Although I wish he wouldn't treat me like a stranger,�or a�person who's infected with the black plague. Im sure you would be hurt if someone close did this to you...

All I need to do know is move on, and I have. Its just those stupid dreams that threaten to appear the very second that I close my eyes. I HATE IT! All I want is for them to just go away. Im sure someone out there is pulling the "Its a sign" crap. Yes, well its not. How could it be? HE's gone.

Matt used to be a really sweet guy, one that looked out for me and was always ready to comfort me when things got tuff. And know look at him. HE's selfish, only cares about him self! He acs as if he never new me. And theres only one word to discribe him, TOOL! well thats at least the one catogory everyother girl who knows him has put him in. And the truth is, is that its true.....
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