Smilez's Journal

 
    
15
Feb 2007
8:55 PM EST
   


Im afraid that the truth is a lie and that a lie is the truth. Even though this person keeps lying to me, I've convienced myself �that its the truth to only spare my heart from being hurt and from being alone.

I did get a wink from him and that was up lifting, however, beware of a winker, more then� most likely they are a�player.

Im afraid of getting hurt again. Why is it the ones you do like, they dont like you back? The ones you do like, do nothing but LIE?

Im afraid of men... Im afraid�of �starting all over again... Im afraid of being alone... Im afraid of not finiding someone.
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  • Username: Smilez
  • Gender / Age: Female, 57
  • Location: USA - Ohio
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    About Me: Im a single tall attractive mother of three girls.

    Interests: right now my interest would be TIME.. I feel like Im always on the rush! My job is a full time and then theres the job of being a full time mom,house keeper and etc...

    Favorite Music: Im into the lite rock radio stations. Im drawn to this type of music because my work plays it all day long. I also listen to K-Love when Im in the car. This radio station keeps my spirits up, and keeps me on the right direction for life.

    Favorite Movies: I like alot of action pack movies... But my all time favorite movie is The Titanic.

    Favorite Television: Two words can sum this up.... LIFETIME.... I love Reba, Still Standing, and lets not forget the old reruns of the Golden Girls.

    Favorite Books: Who has time to read...? I guess you could say the bible... but I like reading non fictional books about spiritual warfare. Some romance... but right now with my current status I cant read those types of books anymore.