SamanthaAlexandra's Journal
04
Nov 2006
8:47 PM PST
4:47am Sleeping seems like such a waste of time. My life is already moving too fast. The moments I wish that could stay forever seem to vanish before they had even begun. I realize now that my life is too precious, too fragile to simply throw away and neglect into sleep, although, sleep deprivation doesn't seem much like an acceptable alternative either. I wish I could pause a moment in time at my will. If I had one superpower, that's what it'd be. I always thought flying or being invisible upon will would be the ideal, but no, I've changed my mind. I do not wish to cheat life or extend it, just prolong the moments that seem too short and pass by so soon. I do not wish to be immortal because living forever would cause too much grief, but living to the fullest, becoming captivated in every single blissful moment of my life, that would be the ideal. But alas, that is not possible. Not because such wishes do not come true, but because such wonderful moments seem to pass by too quickly no matter how long they remain.
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Every angel is terrifying The drugs are a fabulation. Every wisp of smoke I inhale and exhale is a story formed from one breath to another. Take this train I'm on, for instance. It could suddenly lift from its rails and be taken to a desolate planet, a razed nothing where food and water is scarce. I wonder, then, who would make love to whom, who would be eaten first and by what method we would decide this sacrificial process. Or perhaps we'd all just be too hungry to think about it...
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