It's incredible how you can never be you.� Well in my case, I feel like I can't.� I guess that is fear of losing her, but really should we be struggling this much.� This just crazy.�
6pm...so did you talk to him and find out if he poked a hole in the bag of fertilizer.� Yes I did! Let me guess, he said he didn't.� Yes that is what he said.� Yeah well, I don't believe him...you can't read him like I can and I know he is not telling the truth.�
So no matter what...there was no winning that conversation and what the hell amd I suppose to do?� I can't shake it out of him, he said he didn't and I talked to him over and over and he said he didn't do it.�
My head continues to spin of course after the conversation ends with her.� Feeling like I am missing something and I should have done something else to him to get it out of him.�
All it took for her was one lie, now everything he says is a lie.� OMG she is so negative towards him.� Well, he will learn and judge her for himself.� I am tired, my feelings are starting to be questionable, and I never thought I would ever say, I think I rather be alone, than deal with this anymore.
I'm done venting...any advice?� Till then...I have a productive day at work...and I need to get started.
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