I can't get over the fact, no matter what I do, it is never enough.� I don't think this is for her or even for me.� I think I starting to feel, I rather be alone with my son and raise him the best I can and hope for the best.�
She feels I defend him, which sometimes I do, but other times I really just don't agree with her.� I feel, it's her way or no way.� She can really make my insides boil, and I don't like that feeling.� She needs to sit back and relax or better yet deal with her ownself.� She doesn't return her familes phone calls and there is no reason not to.� She can be selfish and controlling, just as much as I am.� hmmmm� But there is no telling her that, she will just lock up.
I feel I can't win and it really is starting to get old.� Wow 2.5 years and still not where I want to be in my life.� All that is a happy family.� Is that to much to ask for?� I don't think it is.� /sigh/
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