Ok, the song Someone's Watchin' Over Me by Hilary Duff, holds a lot of meaning to me...because the lyrics:
Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong To this moment to my dreams So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me It doesn't matter what people say And it doesn't matter how long it takes Believe in yourself and you'll fly high And it only matters how true you are Be true to yourself and follow your heart So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe That I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even when it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe That someone's watching over Someone's watching over Someone's watching over me Someone's watching over me
During this holiday season, means so much, because most of us have lost a loved one...so knowing that someone is watching over us means a lot! However for me, this means so much more...because I've had to remind myself that someone is watching over me...when things are dark, sucking, and just aren't good. I remember that my late grandmother is always watching over me...protecting me, loving me, and guiding me.
So, I won't give up, I won't break down, sooner than it seems, life turns around. This has been an especially hard Christmas since its been 10 years since she has died, and 10 months since my cat, yes cat, died...And so, for my mom, i sent her an email on the day that marked the 10 years saying that she, my grandma, is the silver lining in every cloud of ours...So if you are in the dark, having a bad day, week, month, whatever...just know that someone is watching over you. So, don't give up, don't break down, because even when you think you have no one, you have someone watching over you.