Miss1's Journal

Nov 2006
7:36 AM EDT

To the question above---no i don't believe i fully listen to the other party's side when in an argument. That is something I am trying to work on with myself. That's a pretty complex and open question for me right now. Maybe someone out there can give me their answer so I can learn some different ways of handling situations like that. Yesterday was my birthday. Josh and Chandlyr really did the best they could to make it a great day for me and of course they succeeded. Without them I have noone---i know that but I still can't help but feel the way I do about Josh. You guys know---I've spoken on it. And I got this other guy at work. I'm not sure what his intentions or plans are for what we got going on. I'm not sure where that's gonna go. I just want to be happy. That's it. I think that's a fairly simple request when it comes down to it. But I do not want to hurt people on the way in my path to self-fulfilment. But I've learned that sometimes that is necessary. Maybe the only way at times, right? God, what the fuck is wrong with me? I need some fuckin' professional help---fast!!! Enough on that negative bullshit...I got my hair done yesterday. It's different. I like it I guess I just have to get used to it but Josh and Chandlyr seem to like it. I've been off work for two days so tomorrow I go back and I find out what all type of bullshit went on in that small timeframe.That place is all DRAMA!! funny shit for real but I actually truly like my job and the people so I guess that means I sort of enjoy the craziness that goes with it. You know...cause this time it's their craziness and I get to sit back, watch and fuckin' laugh!!!!I only wish I got paid more cause I definitely deserve it!So how's everybody out there? I would like to take a second (for those who actually read my fucked up words!) and say that I am truly grateful for the "friends" I've made here with this journal who have read this or given me advice. Thanks. You are the reason I keep doing this. Because it is helping me. So until then....I'm out for now.....later!!

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Username: Miss1

Gender / Age: Female, 45

Location: USA - Kentucky

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About Me: Hello world!!!! I am 26 yrs old. I am 5"7 and weigh around 140 with dark hair and green eyes. I love music and I love to read. I am a mother of a 6 year old babygirl.I am now learning to love life again. Or, should I say for the very first time and it is a task!!! But one well worth it. Thanks for listening.

Interests: some of my interests...let's see... I love baseball and I love to read. I am very passionate about music.

Favorite Music: Since music is one of my passions I enjoy a little of all music but I prefer hip hop or hardcore music. I truly like when they mix those together. Like Korn, Rage...things like that. Also love '80's music!

Favorite Movies: Goodfellas, Scarface and Menace II Society

Favorite Television: Grey's Anatomy and My Name IS Earl...also Flavor of love

Favorite Books: Some of my favorite books are true-crime books

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