Miss1's Journal
07
Sep 2006
5:23 PM EDT
You know....as I truly read those words of the serenity prayer, I never realized how true it really rang. It's actually quite beautiful. So"C" came home today with another bad report! I'm completely heartbroken.Being that she is my only child, I have no experience whatsoever in dealing with something like this. I was never taught a brighter path and I want a great life for her. The life you could say I haven't had yet. I say yet because Even after all that has transpired thus far.... I know there is hope for me after all! My life is what only I make it. I somehow need to find a way to believe that. They say your children are the product of their environment. In that case, I'm surprised and impressed that she's held on this long. She's extremely strong.I definitely believe the only option left is to try and fight for a way that josh and I can get along to give the C the family she needs and deserves. Then maybe her schoolwork will begin to reflect her inner happiness. I feel terribly selfish right now because although I love my babygirl, I always tend to think of her needs last when it comes to our fighting (J's and mine) so I desperately need to start praying again and journaling, which I've just recently picked back up. I need to find a way to cleanse myself. Then possibly it'll show through to my surroundings, and maybe spill over into C's life. We are gonna make it!!! We have an angel out there. Jackie we love you. Unil then.......
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Female, 45
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USA - Kentucky
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Hello world!!!! I am 26 yrs old. I am 5"7 and weigh around 140 with dark hair and green eyes. I love music and I love to read. I am a mother of a 6 year old babygirl.I am now learning to love life again. Or, should I say for the very first time and it is a task!!! But one well worth it. Thanks for listening.
Interests:
some of my interests...let's see... I love baseball and I love to read. I am very passionate about music.
Favorite Music:
Since music is one of my passions I enjoy a little of all music but I prefer hip hop or hardcore music. I truly like when they mix those together. Like Korn, Rage...things like that. Also love '80's music!
Favorite Movies:
Goodfellas, Scarface and Menace II Society
Favorite Television:
Grey's Anatomy and My Name IS Earl...also Flavor of love
Favorite Books:
Some of my favorite books are true-crime books
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