Lost's Journal

Apr 2007
8:41 PM EDT

okay so i am like totally into will i'll call him TK same guy from before the one i though was only in it for the sex but he said that he wants to try and commit and for us thats super hard because we will be away from each other for long periods of time pretty soon and very often but here is the thing i am afraid to be with him but i don't want to be with out him i really have strong feelings for him and i don't want to because i have this feeling i just know he will hurt me and i don't want to be hurt i really don't i have been hurt enough in my life i just really don't know what to do should i go ahead and just be with him for as long as it last and then when its over just be hurt learn how to live through it and just hope that there are enough good times for it to be worth the hurt or do i save the time and i guess some pain and just not do this i never felt like this before i don't know you know i started this and named it lost because of TK and i was good when i was running from TK trying to make him nothing but whenever i'm around him i get stupid i just don't know

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Username: Lost

Gender / Age: Female, 38

Location: USA - Washington

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