I am new to this online journaling but have been going through a rut lately and thought maybe getting some things off my chest may help pull me out of it. Basically, life just sucks right now. Feels like my love life is a joke, I'm stuck in a dead end job, and because of that dead end job I live pretty broke. It just seems that with every day that goes by, I have something else to add to that list. Its always something. I have, however, come up with a plan that I think will help get things back on track. I currently have a lease at my apartment which is up in November. After my lease is up, my roommate and I have talked about moving away (really not that far away, about an hour from where I live now) and I really think that it would be a good thing because my sister lives there and has said that she could help me get a job where she works (where I'd be making significantly more money than I currently do) and would also help us find a house or something to rent. I just think that I need to get far enough away so that I can meet a whole new crowd of people and distance myself from a certain few who, against my better judgement, I still associate with. I wish I really could just run away somewhere though, I think it would be great to live somewhere that nobody knew me or anything about me...but I'll just keep dreaming.
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