well...i recieved a good news today... well....he asked Vj if she could plan for his party, and well...of course vj said yes...and well....yea.....but still the bad news remains...his still ganna go.... and not only that but then i've found out that others don't want to be my friend anymore...What Is Wrong With Me? I mean im just being who I am!! Why is it that no one can understand me!? No one can like...not be annoyed of me...I just feel so torn apart by thinking that he/she has been my bestest friend but then all of a sudden he/she doesn't want to talk to you anymore....it just hurts but not that much.... This Time I Am For Real.....No MOre Talkative,,,,NO More Activities....NO more helping....No More close friends.....No MOre...no more...... IM being torchured here....mentally....its just so painful to hear or see that your all alone now....i guess i have to get used to it.....get used to having no one to trust.....no one to talk to....no one to be there..... i guess that you don't really need friends after all.....you just need you......to stand up by your own....to learn by yourself....no more helps....no more "teamwork"...most of all....no more friends.....No more little happy annoying girl.....just the silent, loner one.....the new me after today onwards.....i guess to think about it....i might just had puppy love for the past 4 years.....without realizing it......i guess im just saying goodbye to the old jeremy....i guess.....that feeling is my main problem......i feel too much....now i have to feel no more than a smile.....no more talking....no more sharing.....no more love....no more ...no more......
right now...i don;t know who i am ....im just searching for me
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