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Dec 2009
6:15 PM EDT

Entry #2: HELP.

So, it's been another boring, tiring, exhausting, and pretty exciting monday for me. Usually its just a monday where i go to school,do work, go home, and�occasionally go to elegantes to get a peanut butter cookie. Anyways, well my health conscious is taking over me again and its getting worse plus my mom wont bring me to the doctor =[. I want an answer already to ease my suffering mind. My mom told me thats he wouldnt be able to take me to the doctor until January lucky me. Whatever, i might as well face the truth or maybe its not the truth -_- =. O.K so, today was pretty interesting. My face was looking tanner then ever, BLAH. English went pretty good for me except for the fact that i didnt study for my quiz that i forgot i had so, i was completely fucked. I think i might've gotten around the 80's since we only had to memorize 10 words and i did pretty good i remembered 8 of them. So, after english spanish was super boring. studio art was the same where Taylor talked talked talked talked about her drinking and partying and Darrick well..whatever he does on his weekends and Griffin wasnt there AGAIN. Study hall was pretty fun i must say since i actually had someone that wasnt trying to make me feel stupid AHEM jessica. Karen was there and she actually made me feel...hmm whats the word? oh, wanted. thats what i love about Karen she could just make my day without her even realizing that i even needed her to do that but, shes not my savior with a golden heart just there for me when i need atleast some warmth in my heart. So, I talked to James today and well..it was finally an on-going conversation that ended like whats up? nothing much you? nothing much. oh cool. It actually went on for a pretty long time. He works a lot it seems like since hes a firefighter kinda scary though, risking your lives every minute of the day, well not technically, i dont know. So, theres this kid Russel, well hes not gonna lie pretty interesting. He's quiet, mysterious, and hes cute. The only time i really talked to him was when he asked me for a pencil and he looked totally not interested. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. the only thing really on my mind is this stupid condition i may or may not have its looking like i dont have it. since i looked at my moms scalp and it looked exactly like mine. OH MAN. i cant type anymore im just done. i need to go to the doctor.

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Gender / Age: Female, 29

Location: USA - New York

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About Me: Most people know me by Briana. I was born on April 5th, 1995 making me 14 years old(: I am by far one of the nicest people you will ever come accross, and also more real than most people out their in the world. I used to have a lot of friends and always surrounded myself with different people, but I've come to learn that mostly everyone will let you down and screw you over at some point in time because their either jealous of you or their just two-faced. People I have claimed to be a "best friend" have hurt me beyond belief and are too immature to walk next to me. I no longer have a best friend. I have a few friends that are actually true friends, and I know will be there for me when I need them most. I dont really need anyone else, I dont have time for another let down. I have a big trust issue due to many things that have happened to me this year, it has led me to not believe what most people say and I dont open up to most people. I dont like my kindness to be used for granted. I am probably 60% of the world who actually admits their wrong. Everyone now a days cannot keep secrets if their life depended on it and always start a rumor that isnt true because they're bored with their pitty lives they call a life. Obviously, i would care less what people think of me because your opinion of me isnt needed. It's so pathettic how people can change over a short period of time. I really wish most everyone could grow up out of their child like minds, but that will never happen. Those people obviously need a reality check. I just love when people can be themselves and not worry about what other people are saying. It takes so much gut to actually be yourself now days because everyone is so judgemental. Being different is a good thing remember that. I really dont care about alot of people, theyre a waste of time, but I will give anyone a chance to be apart of my life. Once someone has let me down, theyre dead to me. I am nice until you piss me off, then I can become the biggest bitch and you'll regret making me mad. off, then I can become the biggest bitch and you'll regret making me mad. If you ask my opinion on something I will tell you what I think straight up and I dont care if it offends you. If you need my advice on anything im always here.

Interests: Psychology,Music,Dancing,Walking around at night,Reading,Being alone sometimes, etc.

Favorite Music: Adaline,Akon,All time low,Benny Benassi,Between the trees,Beyonce,Birdman, The black eyed peas,The black ghosts, Blue Foundation,Bob dylan,Boys like girls, Britney spears,Cascada,Cassie, Chris brown,Ciara, Cobra starship,Coldplay,Common, Daddy Yankee,Dashboard confessional, David banner,Demi Lovato, Desert rose band,Disney,Drake,The dream, Ed Bruce,Eddie Rabbitt,Eminem,Fabolous, Flo-Rida,Franz ferdinand,The fray, Goo goo dolls,Hadouken, Hannah Montana,Hawthorne Heights,Hellogoodbye, Hot Rod,Imogen heap,Infant sorrow, Jace Everett,Jackson 5,Jason Derulo,Jay-z, Jay sean,Jermih,John legend, Jordin sparks,Juice newton,Kanye west, Katy perry,Kelly clarkson,Keri hilson,Ke$ha, Kid cudi,Kings of leon,Kris allen, Kristina debarge,Lady gaga,Landon pigg,Linkin park,LMFAO,Mariah carey,Mario, Merle haggard,Metro station,MGMT, Michael jackson,Mickey gilley,Muse, New Boyz,The Outfield,Owl city,Paramore, Phil Collins,Pink,Pitbull, Pussycat dolls,Rihanna,Rob thomas, Samuel E. Wright,Savage,Schuyler Fisk, Sean Kingston,Seether,Evanesence, Selena gomez,September,Shakira,A skylit drive, SNL,Snow patrol,The spill canvas,T-pain,T.I, Justin Timberlake,Takingbacksunday, Taylor Swift,The maine,Tiffany giardina,Tila tequila,Tokio hotel,The veronicas,Whitey shafer,Wisin & yandel,Yeah yeah yeahs,3oh!3,

Favorite Movies: I cant think of any right now. But, i love movies. just not scary movies with zombies.

Favorite Television: MTV,The-N(Teennick),Disney.

Favorite Books: Inkheart,Inkspell,Inkdeath,Twilight,New moon, & more.

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